wait on me

chapter 12

2 Months later...

Roxy: Now listen here everybody! you know who this is its your girl Dime on the beat! annnnnd I honestly don't know what im gunna talk about today. so yall know the number to call give me some ideas. until then heres K. Camp with 'Comfortable'. (cuts off mic) ooommmmmigosh!

Tab: Haha ma' you okay?

Roxy: Yeah. it feels good though you know to be living good for a while and just you know not running anymore. Even though I know that this isn't gunna last long.

Tab: What makes you say that?

Roxy: He always finds a way to catch me...hey I mean you did it what makes him different, and then we have this mysterious ass girl with him that looks hella familiar to me but I cant put my finger on it.

Tab: Hey. (hugs her) youll figure it out when you do. until then...just enjoy.

Roxy: Mmm, (shrugs) okay.

Roxy pov:

Me and tab both knew that this arrangement was only temporary. We're different. Hes different , which is good. hes more caring and he actually is NICE. He said he had a surprise for me in a couple of weeks. Most people say days..or hours he said WEEKS. So ive kinda been on the edge because I don't know what he has up his sleeve. As far as me and Legacy....Hes been looking for me. Ive kept in touch with Nicki and she says that hes been bugging her asking if shes seen me. Going against her brother is not the best, but she know that what he did was dangerous and uncalled for. So shes been keeping me safe and under wraps, which I appreciate.

Roxy: (cuts mic back on) Well hello hello hello. I think I know what imma talk about. Let's talk about...LOOOOVVVEEE! Yes. I said it, and when I mean love I mean 1st loves. The type that make your tummy feel all weird. The type that even though your a loud girl or a very outrageous guy. the person makes you quiet as night....and blush deep red like a freshly grown rose. Think about the person that makes you a different you. And when I say a different you, I mean in a good way. The person that makes you think about yall's future. The chime of wedding bells. the laughter of little you's running around. See what I mean....your 1st love. Now don't let ANYBODy even that person that is your 1st love tell you some thing different. Im going to tell you from experience...I messed around with my 1st love for nearly 5 years..and out of that 5 years the first 2 was the time we were actually in a relationship. Which I guess that's kinda how I knew he was my 1st love , because no matter what he always came back or if he left I always went back and he would accept me. I will tell you one thing though...all 1st loves aren't meant to be. Again im speaking from experience. Me and my 1st love don't even communicate anymore, we past by eachother like we have no history of eachother on our minds. Regardless I know that even if we don't talk we have eachother...If I need him he'll answer. That's the thing with firsts though..thats why their called 1st. Theres gunna be waaaaayyyy more. but hey if your like me youre going to always have a soft spot for them, even if they put you through HELL! Somebody always told me that your 1st love..isn't really a love at all its a thought. A theory...because out there you know that there is somebody out there better than her...better than him. And it might not be now..but eventually youll realize that. youll realize that the person you thought you loved wasn't all that. And that is when youll stop imagining that your 1st love is youre everything and that youre next is actually your TRUE love. Even if you and him OR you and her only start out to be bestfriends...1st loves aren't easy to hae or east to forget, but true loves are gunna be forever. Even if you 'friend zone' them for awhile. (smiles) This is youre girl Dime...and I am signing off. (cuts mic off)

Pleasssssse don't HATE me. I know everybody been waiting on this. so it was something short and sweet, and everything that Roxy said about 1st loves was my real thoughts and things that I have been through. Me and my 1st love do not talk I see him every week and we look and past by eachother like were strangers it took me awhile to not care and now I just go with the flow because now I have someone that I know is 10x better to me then he could ever be. But I know if I ever need him.. he'll always be there, and he'll always answer. This chapter came from the heart.

I haven't been on in a while I know. I know. I usually post on my phone....which I got taken :/ lmao like always. annnnd school is starting innnnn like 6 days. IM A FRESHMEN GUYS lol. I will def. try to update more frequently .......if I disappear CALL THE COPS!! no fr...ill try. until then I will be writing the next chapter..or thinking of ideas. BUT!

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