Derek p.o.v
I left beacon hills for my own benefit trying to figure out who I was, what I wanted and what I needed and it turns out I left all my answers at home I left them with stiles.
We were together and we were happy and I left him all alone without so much as a 'good bye stiles I'm leaving', I just got up and left not even returning his calls or messages. I don't know if he is alive and he doesn't know if I'm alive but I know stiles and he still loves me.
He is what I want and need and he is part of me so I'm going back, back to my soulmate. I parked my car out in front of stiles house he doesn't know I'm coming over and I'm not sure what to expect when he sees me.
I know for a fact that the sheriff is still at the station so here is my chance. I walk in the house and up the stairs till I stopped out side of stiles door, I heard noises that didn't sound like stiles was in pain he sound like he was being pleasured.
He is making the same moans when he was in my bed, I turned my head to the side listening hoping that stiles didn't move on "ahhh....mhhmm...harder Theo"
I heard stiles moan in a deep tone
Theo..who is Theo I questioned myself as I opened the door
The boy hopped off of stiles covering himself with the blanket "stiles" I said looking at him and the boy that I'm going to murder "Derek" he said in more of a surprised than shocked tone.
"Stiles who is he" the Theo boy said gesturing towards me "someone I thought died" stiles sneered with annoyance and anger
I can't believe it and if I think about stiles and that Theo boy grinding, biting,moaning and all of that, it just breaks my heart "should I goooo?" Theo muttered awkwardly facing stiles "yea you should, I'll see you at school" stiles said holding Theo's shoulder before he got dressed and left.
"What do you want Derek" he sighed wrapping himself in his sheets
"You cheated on me" I moved forward to stiles "not cheated, moved on I took your whole i'm leaving and can't bother to text or call you as sign of us breaking up"
"I came back for you" stiles was right this was my fault I just left him hanging and it was in his right to move on "well it seems to me like you wasted your time" this time stiles sounded more hurt that annoyed
"Please stiles you don't know what you are doing to me right now" stiles has to take me back. his emotional state was between betrayal and sadness
"what I'm doing to you what about what you've been doing to me, I thought you had died I was worried sick even though you told Scott you were leaving I wished you had died so I wouldn't consider the fact that you despised me so much that you left me here without so much as a goodbye I had to find out two weeks after your departure from my best friend to know you left me" stiles cried out
I knew he had so much more to say but he pushed it away because he knew his words could not changed me leaving him "I'm so sorry stiles..." I began apologizing when he stopped me "you should be sorry" he shouted his cheeks red and eyes leaking unwilling tears
I sat beside him on the bed and hugged him into my chest shushing his cries as I rubbed his back "I hate you Derek I hate you so much" he mumbled through my shirt "no you don't"
"But I should"
We sat there in silence stiles still clinging to me, I loved the feeling of my stiles in my arms it felt right "are you passing by" stiles looked at me with saddened eyes
"No I'm here to stay as long as you are here I am here" I wiped his tears from his cheeks "what about Theo this is unfair to him"
"Do you want Theo" stiles looked down deciding who he wanted and it kind of scared me on how long he was taking to make up his mind "no. But I don't want to hurt him"
"I'm sure he will understand"
Stiles seemed to take Theo out of him mind and focus back on us "I love you Derek" he whispered so low that I barely heard it " I love you too stiles I always have".
I had my stiles back and this time I'm never letting go.
