Senpai

What is his job?

I never wondered what his job is like. I thought it was some job that involved writing. I yawned as I got up from the bed. He left a note on the side of my bed. It said that he would be back soon and that he had a meeting to go to. I felt sorry for him and his work. I felt like I was in the way. I never knew what his job was.

To say that he had a job was like someone who knew what he was doing.

When he finally told me what his job was, I was a bit shocked but relieved. I didn't think anyone would hire him. I thought we were going to live on the streets, but we had pulled through. When he came home that night, he seemed uneasy. I just didn't want to ask him. I just let him be him. Although, I felt a bit sad and upset because of how he was feeling. I just was not unsure how someone could come home to telling me he loved his job when he comes home a few days later with his hopes all pushed over. When he came to my side and kissed my head. I grabbed his arm and pulled him close. I never wanted this moment than anything in my life. I knew he was mine and I was his. He hugged me back tight, then for a moment I felt his tears run down my shoulder. It got my shirt wet. I started to feel his pain as I almost wanted to cry along with him. 

When he finally pulled away from me, he softly kissed my lips sweetly as if I had been gone for a very long time. I don't know what has gotten into him for making himself cry. I will hurt anyone if I find the person that did this to my sweet senpai. Then I knew, a knock on the door came. He went straight for the door, without a sound from his mouth. It was his older brother Kine, He had words for him. The way that his older brother was talking to him. I don't think the conversation was any good. My love started to cry again as if it was something so important. Now I know something was wrong. My dear love, a writer, a sweetheart, and someone that I would forever keep by my side. Is now needing me there to hold him and love him like there was nothing else. 

When he finally looked back at me from his brother at the door. His face looked like it was in pain. His sorrow was getting the best of him.

I jumped to my feet and ran over to him. Like a lost dog to his found owner.

His hugs were always soft and so was his hands to the touch of my hair, he always loved to play with when he saw me. I still looked up at him with a questionable look.

When the look was shown, he sighed. " My dear friend, that both of us went to school within middle school, passed away along with our mother.

They were going to have a day of fun together at the local school book fair. Since it was years that they had got together in the first place.

Everyone loved it. I hate how they went out like that. No one should have got hurt, I told the mother that she should not go out at night. Damnit..."

He said as he covered his face. "Painful..." He sighed as he took a seat on the couch as Kine came on inside our two-bedroom house. Although,

this place seemed like a castle of all sorts. It was a lot of different rooms, filled with books, toys, and stuff from my house. With the move and all,

it was hard to see how everything was put into one house. I remember the time when he first came up to me and asked how I was doing.

I was in pain back then too. The guy that was with me, he broke my heart over some stupid girl that wanted him for his looks.

He was not that okay guy to get along with. He sometimes got into fights that didn't seem like him in the first place. I am still trying to understand

why a guy like him should have gone through all that pain of fighting and upset. But I knew for sure, he was a big jerk. Now I don't want anything

to do with him. Not now, not ever. I am glad that I came upon this same guy that I am with now. He has stolen my heart to the point that if I lose him