(Cody's POV)
I didn't mean what I said. It just does if came out. Like a page in a journal that's wasn't meant to be read or a thought that lingered in the back of your mind. I just hated hearing all these bad things about her every time we were together. Who should I believe? I really haven't known her that long, but then again I had no idea who those guys were. I was just lost. I should have told him to back off. She doesn't deserve to be treated like that. Or the way I treated her today.
Deciding to seek help I went to my sister Alli. Today was had most of the afternoon off so we decided to go down the water as usual or the docks in this town. Looking for her I found her alone at the edge of the dock. Deciding to walk I noticed she must have been writing or something. Should I interrupt her? Oh who cares she's my little sister, big brothers are suppose I annoy their younger siblings.
Siting down next to her so closed her book and slide her behind her.
"Yes Codes" she said looking at me. "I need help" I stated. "You got that right" she muttered to the side. Chuckling My smile fading into the water. Clearing my throat I began.
"I.. Ah need help with Sadie" . "You like her don't you" Alli smiled. "What no, ew no" I denied. I haven't really though of her that way and wasn't ready to.
"Well, clearly you do but I guess we'll save that talk for another time" Alli told me.
Chuckling frustrated, I looked down. "Does she seem broken to you" I asked in all seriousness. Alli's smile faded.
"A girl can keep all her secrets in with a forced smile" she told me.
My sister is one of the wisest people I know when it comes to this stuff.
Looking down then back to the water. I asked another question.
"How do I fix her"?
Alli smiled and looked down.
"Be there for her and things will fall into place".
"Let her know you care and listen to what she has to say and how she feels because honestly that's all a girl wants"Alli told me.
Taking in what she said I sat there. The silence was deep and you could tell it was a serious moment for the both of us. "What happens when we leave"? I asked Alli.
"Make these last weeks worth it".
"Go insane and do what we it takes to mend her and get her back on her feet" Alli said. Smiling I felt better. Like I know what the future holds and I'm guided know. Not lost. Like I have a duty to fulfill.
I'm ready
(Sadie's POV)
"Sadie, come here please" my mom yelled from the kitchen. "Be right there". Getting up from my bed I opened the door to see my sister and my mom at the kitchen table. "Is this some kind of intervention. Because I did not steal her bear again"I defended myself. My mom smiled. "Her bear is fine".
"Good, can't be blamed again for wanting something cuddly to sleep with"I mumbled.
"I have something to tell you" my mom said.
I hate those words.
They give my bad anxiety.
Like the worst news comes after that . It always happened.
Like when my friend told me crush I liked him and he never looked at me the same way. Like when my teacher told me I was a horrible student and should be home schooled. or when my dad was an alcoholic and was arrested and put in jail.
All that I hoped was good news came this time.
Swallowing I sat down at the table silently praying. "Yes" I answered.
"We're moving" she said.
My emotions felt sore and numb. Like I couldn't decide if I was happy or sad. Frustrated or overjoyed.
"To where" I asked.
" To a house, a less than a block away" she said.
I felt better. Sure I didn't love the people in this town but the land was beautiful not to mention the incredible beaches. Small shabby pizza places, apartments and signs telling people to pick up their dog's crap because it's illegal to leave it there.
I was happy. I hated this apartment. It was old, tiny and smelled like smoke from the previous owners. The paint on the walls were chipping and the windows creaked when you lift them up or down. I was just happy to have a roof over my head. "Is it nice"? I asked hopeful of the answer being yes. "You'll see" my mom answered. She looked happier than usual and I was just grateful that she was smiling. Hugging my sister I began to go through my things and decide what I wanted or not. We would be moving soon is what I'm told.
Cleaning up I found the bucket list I missplace about an hour ago. Smiling I looked down at it.
*******
It was a days later and my mom threw clothes at me and told me we were going tooday. Quick I know but we couldn't afford this place. The landloard charged us way more money then intened because he had issues with my mom. Groaning I got up and took my last shower in this place.Twsiting the rusty shower head around I got in and enjoyed a good nice long shower. Getting lost in time I was interuptedd by pounding fists thrown at the bathroom door.
"WHATTT"??? I yelled. "Get out we"re leaving" my mom yelled back. Moaning, I ened my shower and grabbed a towel drying off.
1 hour later
Taking one last breath I looked back. The last look I'd ever have of this place. It wasn't all bad though. Flackbacks began to play out right infront of me. When I would throw my stuffed bear across the room when I didn't get what I wanted. When my dad would yell and come home drunk. When my sister asked me why a monster was in our house. Tears began to form without me evern noticing. When I came home crying after my boyfriends yelled at me and dumped me, me sliding down the back of the door hysterical crying. Wiping away the tears I remembered when Cody and I almosted kissed. That was one of my favorite good few memories I had here. Smiling I sighed and left.
(Cody's POV)
I ran to Sadie's apartment complex and up to her apartment. Before going in I checked my hair and practiced what I was about to say. Deciding I was ready I knocked on the door gently but sternly. Waiting I cleared my throat and knocked again harder and the door opened. Looking around I noticed there was nothing there. By nothing I mean no furniture or decorations. I tried calling Sadie before and texting her but no answer. I should have took that as a sign but I didn't think much of it. Going into her room I pounded my fist on the wall. Stupid me. What happened? Where'd she go?
Why? Was it because I called her a whore? I mean I didn't mean to call her it. Did she move becuase of me? Did something happen to her? Is she okay? I started to think of all these logical but wierd ideas of what could have happened to her. After that the logical started to become impossible. Like what if a whale ate her? Or she was trapolled by giant turtles.
"WHERE IS SHE"?
ohhh cliff hanger.. enjoy have yopu heard cody"s new song pretty brown eyes omgg go check it out if you haven'!! It's just so amazinggg I can't handle it. I have brown eyess lol expect a new chapter verry sooon!
