Perfect Imperfection (ON HOLD/REVISING)

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D,

Sabi mo, i could do it again. Start again. Without you.

Sinabi mo, makakabuo ulit ako ng isang bond with another, or much more, person katulad ng satin.

We've been friends for how long again?

Forever?

Masakit nga lang na kailangan mong umalis. I thought you'd always stay by my side. You were my rock D. You have been my bestfriend, enemy, idol, critic, cheerleader and savior.

You have been a huge part in my life, and will always stay like that. I may or may not have someone like you again. But, i guess you can't be replace here, in my heart.

You wanted me to make friends, open myself to others. Maging masaya lang at matapang. So i did.

I made friends. I had friends.

Lots of them.

We go shopping everyday, buying things we really don't need. Roadtrip from Bora to El Nido to Paris, France. Laugh about silly jokes we hear. Cry to every sad stories we read and shared every single thing we have to each other.

My friends were everything to me. You told me to treasure them right? If i only knew, i should've burry them underground while i have the opportunitiy.

I was so late seeing the real them. The true friends they were really are. Fakers. Fraud.

They did'nt want me. They want my money. So i gave them. I gave them what they want to keep them close. Cause at that time, i never wanted to be alone D. Not after you.

But then, i remembered someone telling me this...

"Real eyes. Realise. Real lies."

Ang laking sampal sakin ng mga salitang yun D. Parang ginawa talaga para sakin. So fast forward and i've learned. Let them go and start living.

Real living.

Ngayon, 2nd year na ko D. Kung nandito ka sana, edi sabay tayong g-graduate.

I.love.you

xoxo,
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