The Broken Ones

Chapter Twelve

Salems POV

I'm exhausted from the pleasure he just pulled from me. He's carrying me to the cabin, I'm going in and out of consciousness. He cleans me up and then we lie together until I fall asleep.

Mattheos POV

Salem is asleep in my arms, She's been sleeping for about 2 hours. I've been lying behind her with my arms around her, I start to feel her rub against me, I start getting hard. I look at her and shes still asleep, Aw my sluts needy even when unconscious. she continues rubbing on me and I start hearing her little gasps and moans, I scoot away from her and she whimpes trying to find me again in her sleepy state, I slowly lower and push her legs apart trying not to wake her yet, I look down and holy fuck shes dripping. The urge to taste her almost takes over but I restrain myself, more interested in the game. I lower my head and hover just above her core, She shivers at the feel of my breath on her. I'm holding her thighs apart and pinned to the bed, she's trying to move, looking for any kind of friction. I lightly kiss her clit and she moans loud and then whimpers when I immediately pull back, Shes going to wake up soon. I slowly lick from her cunt all the way up to her clit, swirl my tongue around it then pull away, I hear her mumble something but I don't care, all of my resolve leaves the second I get to fully taste her. I go back and swirl my tongue around her clit licking and sucking, I feel her slightly wake up but shes still out of it, I bite her thigh, then I bite where her pelvis pops out the most, I bite so hard she starts bleeding, I kiss the bite mark and then kiss a trail down back to her clit, Shes a half asleep, groaning and whimpering mess. I stick 2 fingers in her lightly curling them hitting her spot, her back lifts off the bed and her hand instantly goes to my head. "someones awake" I say teasingly "mhm, very much awake now don't stop" her head rolls back and she pushes my head into her clit, I suck her clit, showing it all the attention with my tongue, my fingers are brutally pumping in and out of her. she gets close, almost reaching her peak and I stop. "no, no, no. Don't stop, please, please Ill be good, ill listen, I need to cum so bad, I need you" shes a begging mess with tears running down her face. My fingers are still in her, I lightly roll them and her head rolls back. "oh fuck yes, please" I do it again. "are you going to be good for me" she nods, I stop moving my fingers "words, I need words, Kitten" she goes to talk "yes ill be g- oh fuck" I pump my fingers as shes talking. "I'm sorry, what was that?" she goes to say it again, I do it again. She's a frustrated mess. "I'll be good for you, just you, only you," I smirk and start pumping my fingers in her faster. She's trying to say something, but it's just a messy string of words. I swirl my tongue around her clit, pumping my fingers in and out of her, she quickly gets to her peak. "look at me while you come, I want to see exactly what I do to you." she stares at me and unravels, screaming and digging her nails into my back. The sight of her coming because of me is enough to get me to the edge. I pull my fingers out of her, and she whimpers at the loss of contact. I kiss up her body until I'm at her neck, I suck and bite, drawing out all of the perfect sounds she makes. "you didn't get to come" she says in between gasps. i lean back at look at her "I am more than satisfied just watching you come." she thinks for a moment "when I'm not a puddle of pleasure, it will be my turn to use you and see how many orgasms I can drag out of you." the thought of that has me practically drooling "sounds like a plan" she nods and then starts to drift off back to sleep.

Salems POV

I wake up in a room that I don't recognise, there's a familiar silhouette in the corner. No, he can't be alive, then I feel a similar shift, I'm in a dream. I try to wake up, but it's not letting me. "Poor Salem, always abandoned and never someone's first choice." I realize this is a memory of the first time I had an episode because I was left alone, and no one seemed to care anymore. "Fuck off voldemort." not what I said all those years ago but this is my dream I can somewhat control it, "Unloved little lestrange always left alone, None of your friends care, your family definitely doesn't care, your mother would rather be whoring around and your father.. he hasn't even tried to get into contact with you. Neither of them cares, and your so-called friends would rather spend time with anyone else, never spending time with you simply because they want to, only when they have no other option." I'm suddenly aware that I can move and that I'm not tied down. I run for Voldemort and as I'm reaching him, the scene changes. I'm standing in a field with all of my friends, and they all seem so happy. Then they see me and they stop talking. They start whispering to each other and looking at me laughing, like they all know something that I don't, like I'm just a big joke and they'd be happier without me there. "oh salem stop being so dramatic were just joking and having fun, its not that serious" one of the girls says. It reassures me a little. I notice some people leaving, but I don't think anything of it, then I notice no one's there, I hear faint sounds of a party, and I walk farther into the woods, and I see all of them, but they haven't noticed me, so I hide behind a tree. "I'm so glad we got rid of her, she's such a burden and just brings down the whole mood" I turn and run far and fast, the scene changes. I'm in the basement of Malfoy Mansion, I'm surrounded by a bunch of Death Eaters whose faces I can't see, and they don't say anything. They just start staring at me and walking in a circle, suddenly I feel a small cut go down my arm, I turn quickly, and see the face of Voldemort. I feel another small cut go down my leg, I turn around and see the face of my brother. "What is happening" I feel a big cut go across my shoulders. I turn and see my dad. "Dad, what?-" I'm sobbing. I feel a huge gash go down my spine. I turn and see my mom. Theyre all staring at me, they start screaming everything I've heard my entire life and every fear I've ever had. "your worthless" I hear voldemort say, I'm spinning in a circle trying to figure out whats happening and why I cant wake up. "no one wants you around" mom. "you were a mistake" loki "I wish you were never born, we wouldn't have to deal with your episodes" dad. "Why are you all yelling at me like this is my fault?! My entire life, I have tried to be normal, and I have tried not to be so extreme, I have literally broken myself trying to be a functioning person! All for you! Each of you always had something you hated about me! I have tried so hard to make all of you happy, and yet no matter how hard I try, I am never enough! Ever." I'm gasping for air and sobbing. "I have pulled myself apart for all of you, and all you have ever done is tell me there's something wrong with me! Maybe it's you! Maybe for once I'm not the problem! I have problems, and I'm overdramatic and selfish, but I have never once tried to get you to change everything about yourselves! If you would just pay attention and listen for five goddamn seconds you would realize I didn't chose to be this way! I would love to be normal. You made me this way, and for once I wish you would just choose me first." I'm sitting on the floor sobbing, bleeding, and utterly alone. All of a sudden, the noise stops, I look up, and staring down at me is Mattheo. "your in a dream, estrella" he lightly whispers. "I know. I can't get out," I sniffle. Someone walks in. "Mattheo19, there is someone here to see you." he looks at them. "Okay, I'll be out there." he looks at me and goes to walk away. I grab his arm hard, "No, please. Don't leave me, everyone leaves, not you too." he looks at me and pulls his arm away.There are claw marks from how hard I was holding his arm. "Don't be dramatic, I have other things to do," and he walks out the door. I sobbed, the one person I thought wouldn't leave just left me here alone. I sit there for days, and finally I get up and walk to the clock tower. Everyone knows if you die in a dream, you die for real, maybe that would be best for everyone. it's my dream so I can control the time of day and what I'm wearing, so I make it midnight and put on my favorite black night gown. I'm standing at the top of the tower looking down, and it doesn't look like that far of a fall. I look up at the sky talking to my dead brother and my child that I never got to love. "ill see you guys soon" I step up to the edge and I'm about to jump when I hear "Salem" I turn fast but the sudden movement makes me loose my balance and I go to fall but he catches me by the hand and pulls me back up. "Are you real?" I asked, pushing against his chest. "Im as real as I can be" Mattheo says while stroking my hair. "why would you do that?" he asks "you know you die for real if you die in a dream" I look up at him and start crying. "no matter how hard I tried I couldn't wake up and I have been having the worst dream ever." he looks down at me "I'm sorry it took me so long your mental sheilds were so thick I couldn't get through." I nod. "Everyone left me. Even you." he stares at me. "The only time I have ever left you is when you pushed me away. It was always your decision. I chose you every time you just didn't notice." I feel dizzy ." I think it's time to get out of this dream, and maybe get something to eat. "he chuckles, "whatever you want. my love."

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