the end of the beginning

dont worry

~gerards p.o.v~

I hear Franks voice, and run too my door quickly "Frank are you okay?" He has bruises on him and his hair is out of place "what happened?" He took a deep sigh. And started too explain everything. "What do you mean 'faggot'?" I start to get excited, maybe he has feelings for guys? "Im Gay" he looks down. "I couldnt tell you in the first place cause i thought youd shut me out". I hug him, "don't worry I'll protect you" he lets out a small sigh.

(Dont let him in, gerard, dont let him in)

I start to rub his back. "Maybe i can talk to your mother into letting you stay with me?" He shutters "no, please" he looks up at me with those beautiful eyes. I wanted too kiss him so badly. But i had to hold myself back. I just met him, lets not go too fast. "So youd let me stay with you?" I nodd "yeah i think youd be great company and i want to help you" he shruggs "id lik-" he screams in pain. "Whats wrong Frankie?" He looks over his shoulder. "Do you mind if i look, frank?" He nodds at me as i lift his Misfits jacket too reveal his bruises all over his body, i cover my mouth to see cuts, all over his stomach and back. "Frank..? Did...you do this to yourself?" He nodds and lets out a sigh of disbelief. I start to kiss them better. "Frank, promise me you wont do anything like this again...please" he nodds and looks at me, i began to hug him. "I want too help you so badly".

(Gerard you emo fag get your ass in the bathroom and cut, you fucking idiot, you know you want that blade against your skin cutting you open. Just do it.)

"Shut up" i say softly. "What...?" I look at him and smile. "Nothing i was just speaking too myself" my phone begins to ring, it was playing 'Bloom' by Nirvana. "Im sorry frankie i have too take this its Ray" i answer the phone.

Mikey: GET YOURE ASS OVER HERE, ITS YOUR BROTHER. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.

Oh shit..."okay"

"Frankie come with me"

He gets up with me.

^^^^
Frerard
Theres only one word to say it