Random shit!!!

"Tainted Love"

this is something an old friend sent to me one day, it went with the RP we had been doing but since we don't talk to one another any more that RP has died, which makes me really sad but all good things have to come to an end.

I walk down the street searching for a place to stay, hoping he won't find me.

I wear my white poker face mask and look around as rain starts to fall.

Sometimes I feel I've got to

Run away I've got to

Get away

From the pain that you drive into the heart of me

The love we share

Seems to go nowhere

I've lost my lights

I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

I see a bar in the distance and head to it, hoping to drown my sorrows with a nice bottle of alcohol. I head inside and look around, making sure Pewdie isn't here. I roll my long sleeve shirt down to cover the bruises on my arms and make my way to the bar, plopping down in a stool, exhausted of this pain. I tell the bartender to get me the strongest drink he can fix, he comes back moments later and I don't care that I down the small glass right there and ask for another. This continues on for a while.

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love

"I was in the Youtuber base.." I slur my words, not caring who I tell about Pewdie.

I feel the pain and emotions resurface and demand another drink, quickly getting told that I'm cut off. I get out of the chair, then stumble outside walking to the only place I can go. Home.

Now I know I've got to

Run away I've got to

Get away

You don't really want any more from me

To make things right

You need someone to hold you tight

You think love is to pray

I'm sorry I don't pray that way

I walk, badly, down the sidewalk, quickly remembering this is a bad neighborhood as soon as I'm pushed into an alley way and forced against the cold brick wall, a hand around my throat.

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love

I look at my attacker and expect a familiar face, but get an unknown man. I struggle, but am too drunk to move the way I need or think the way I should in this situation. I give up, when the man is pushed off me and I'm led out of the alley way and in the direction of home. I look at the person who saved me and see Pewdie.

"P...pewdie?" I slur, unable to say more at this moment.

Don't touch me please

I cannot stand the way you tease

I love you though you hurt me so

Now I'm going to pack my things and go

Touch me baby, tainted love

Touch me baby, tainted love

Touch me baby, tainted love

Pewdie leads me inside our home and tucks me in bed, carefully tending to the small scratches I didn't know I had. I look at Pewdie and am suddenly reminded that it's him, it's my Pewdie. I reach out and grab Pewdie in a giant hug, instantly getting shoved back and punched in the face.

"You don't fucking touch me without my permission, Cry! Or speak!" Pewdie yells at me, causing me to flinch.

I look away, tears in my eyes. "And Cry?" Pewdie leans close, getting in my face.

"Y....yes Pewdie?..." I look at him, frightened.

"Don't you ever run off like that again." Pewdie grinds his teeth, angry as I nod and then look away again.

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love

Tainted love

The Barrels came that night and a lot happened that I barely remember. Pewdie was taken by the barrels and I was stabbed. I stumble outside, then teleport to Wolf, The Youtubers' leader. I put my hand on her shoulder and then black out, feeling the tiredness sneak up on me and feel myself succumb to the peaceful darkness. Then as quickly as it came, it left and I wake up in a hospital with a worried looking Wolf beside my bed staring back at me.