Falling for you (Ethan Dolan Fanfiction)

Chapter 24 // I'm sorry

Andrea's Pov
"Andrea Johnson will you do me the honor of being my girlfriend" he asked

Lord you don't understand how bad I wanted to say yes but I couldn't. I can't risk him getting hurt.

"I'm sorry I-I can't "

I ran off. I couldn't stand to see him like that. I officially broke him no matter how much I wanted to say yes I'm not letting him get hurt because of me. I'm not worth it.

I ran and ran until I finally notice I was home. I sat in my bed and cried my eyes out.

I not emotionally nor physically stable. My heart aches and my stomach feels twisted up, my mind is spinning stupid thoughts in my head

'You're fault'
'You hurt him'
'You cause him pain '

I had the chance to be his but I denied.
It's not like I wanted to .. I had to

•FlashBack•
"If you get near him or if you keep seeing him you aren't going to be happy. We won't torture you but we'll torture your most loved one.

Ethan.

We'll have someone spying on you so don't think you'll be able to get away with anything"

•End•

How could he. That fucking bastard, I just can't believe he's back

I went to the bathroom and just stared at myself in the mirror.

"WHY AM I SUCH A FUCK UP"

I literally fuck everything up ! why can't I just live a normal life ?!?

"I just can't risk him being hurt"

At this point I felt as if I had lost my mind, talking to myself like an idiot. I literally feel like such a bitch for just leaving him alone I can't text him or call him because that son of a bitch has my phone tracked so whatever I do he can see. Check my fucking history and everything.

I hate my life

I can't believe I hurt him, even tho he can't hear me

I'm sorry