Ethan's Pov
Oh. My. God.
I just killed Mike, I didn't mean to. I just wanted to knock him down but I shot him right in the center of his head.
I haven't even realized I'm running with Andrea in my arms right now. My baby girl took a bullet for me.
***
I ran through the doors
"I NEED A DOCTOR SOMEONE PLEASE !" I yelled.
Everyone just looked at me and when they saw an unconscious body in my arms they started panicking.
"DONT JUST LOOK AT ME SOMEONE HELP ME ! PLEASE, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS DYING PLEASE. " I screamed while tears fell down my cheek
It wasn't long until a nurse was pulling her out of my hands and onto a bed.
I was walking with them until a doctor pulled his hand out stopping me
"We can't have you in the room with us we have to perform surgery, I'm sorry"
"No ! No ! No ! I HAVE TO BE IN THERE! MY OTHER HALF IS IN THAT ROOM ! DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ?! I NEED TO BE WITH HER FOR AS LONG AS I CAN, THEY'VE TAKEN HER AWAY FROM ME ! YOU CAN'T TAKE HER FROM ME EITHER" I yelled tears rolling down my cheeks worse than Niagara Falls.
"If you want her to live you'll let us do our jobs ! Excuse me" he said pushing me back.
I stood there sobbing as if my heart broke.
What am I saying ? My heart already broke.
My life is in a room dying.
Dying, because of me.
***
It's 4 am and I'm still sitting here in the hospital waiting on news, I called everyone and let them know the news. Of course my mom wasn't very happy about what I did but she was glad I was okay.
The police tried to take me to question me but I refused to move. At least not until I received news about Andrea.
They agreed, I won't be questioned until further notice.
"Johnson ? And-" before the doctor could finish I shot off my seat.
"Here " I said feeling my heart beat racing faster than ever.
The doctor looked at me, pain filled his eyes.
"I'm sorry but she didn't make it"
My whole world stopped. She's gone, all because of me.
"NO NO NO ! YOU'RE LYING TO ME ! YOU SICK BASTARD WHO JOKES LIKE THIS LET ME SEE HER !" I shouted running towards the door
"SECURITY ! GET HIM!" I hear him yell behind me.
I frantically looked around the halls looks for the surgery room until I saw two metal doors saying 'Do Not Enter' written on it.
I sprinted to it and slung the door open. I stopped there both of my hands stretched out holding the each door. My eyes brimming with tears at my sight, that horrible noise filling my ears.
"Baby" I let out a small whimper before being pulled back by two huge, bulky men.
She's actually gone.
They set me back down in the lobby, as soon as my feet touched the floor I ran off. At first not knowing where I was going but soon decided to go home.
I ran into my room, crying, sobbing. I mean what more could I do ? The love of my life is dead. BECAUSE OF ME ! IT'S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT.
She died because of me. I was furious with myself. How THE FUCK COULD I LET THAT HAPPEN ?!?!!
I punched several holes in my wall not caring that my knuckles were bruised and bleeding.
I slid down the wall, panting and still sobbing.
She's gone, for good this time, because of me.
****
1 week later
Ethan's Pov
Here we are, at Andrea's funeral.
I never thought this day would come at such a young age. I always remembered how I would daydream about me passing away before her because I knew I wouldn't be able to stand a day without her.
But now she's gone because of a filthy bastard and because of me.
Andrea's mom was outside crying, you think she would hate me but she thanked me. She said she couldn't imagine anyone doing that for her daughter. But I told her it was because I loved her.
Love
What a funny word, the feeing you get when you see that special someone, when you look at them smile and your heart rate speeds up, but when you see them cry you feel your heart break. The person you would do anything for, the one that makes butterflies appear in your stomach. The one that you feel sparks with when you kiss. The one that gives your life meaning. The one you hopelessly fall in love with.
But depressingly my person is gone.
Just the thought of it makes me cry. But I need to stay strong. For Andrea
I was so nervous to walk up to her casket so I just stood way in the back, and I kept looking from the distance and I kept thinking to myself.
Andrea please wake up, please get up. I love you, and I always will.
And then I finally got the nerve to walk up to her, she looked so beautiful. I mean she was dressed in all white, she looked like an angel.
***
2 weeks later
Life has been hell for me. I haven't been able to live with myself I lost my one true love, I've fallen into deep depression, I haven't eaten, and I've been cutting.
I was sitting in my bed and saw a ligh reflect from my drawer, I walked up to it and saw my blade I looked at it and started cutting. I'm getting tired of cutting to be honest. It gets rid of some pain, but the damage that has been caused won't and will never go away. There's only one way.
I walked to the bathroom, I opened the doors and started searching through the cabinets. I finally saw Cameron's old pills from when she used it for her medications. I grabbed the three bottles and headed downstairs and grabbed a large cup of wine.
I went upstairs and started writing a note. I hid it in between my two mattresses and proceeded to do what I was going to do.
I grabbed a handful of pills and shoved them down my throat, I drank some wine and felt the alcohol burn my throat as it travelled down leaving a tingling sensation behind.
No effect
I grabbed another handful and did the same.
No effect
About 5 handfuls' later my vision started becoming blurry. I walked towards the door while everything around me spun into circles, I felt myself hit the corners of things while walking on my way.
I saw her
There she was, standing in front of my door.
"Baby you shouldn't have done that" she whispered
"I did it because I love you " I said with tears ready to escape my eyes
"I love you too " she replied walking towards me.
I was about to grab her and pull her close to me and kiss her when I collapsed and everything went black.
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HEYYYY GUYSSSS. This is the last chapter of
'falling for you' . IM SO SORRY FOR THIS ENDING I'M LEGIT CRYING ! 😭😭😭😭 MOST OF YOU MIGHT HATE ME FOR THIS ENDING BUT I KNOW MARIA WILL FOR SURE. 😩😩 I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT. THE EPILOGUE WILL BE POSTED IN A DAY OR TWO.
Until then. Byeee.
- Andrea
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Falling for you (Ethan Dolan Fanfiction)
FanficThere's this girl who caught Ethan's eye. She's new at Central High and every boy is falling for her, maybe even Grayson ? Can Ethan win her over or will another boy do the trick ? Read to find out
