Teach Me // a.f

nightmares

"What happened" Andrew looked at me with caring eyes. "Bad dream" I said, my breathing slowing. "Come here" he held his arms open. I hesitantly laid back down into his arms. "It's okay I won't hurt you" he caressed my hair. "Okay" I said, not believing a word out of his mouth. One thing i know is that boys will hurt you, no matter what. Love even liking someone is always painful in some sense.

Even after Andrew was asleep and thought i was too, I was up. I was just thinking. What if my dream came true? Who was that girl to andrew? Was she more than an ex? I don't even know. I sighed, quietly and forced myself to sleep.

The next morning I got up and took a shower. I didn't smell like my period but I didn't smell clean either. I washed my body longer than usual, making sure to get my hot spots. I stepped out the shower and quickly put in my tampon. I stepped out of my bathroom, a towel around my body.

Andrew was still sleeping so I went about my business, grabbing my underwear and bra for the day. I bent over slipping on my underwear and dropped my towel to put my bra on. Tiredly, I snapped it, turned it around, and pulled it up.

I went to grab a shirt and Andrew was staring at me, making me jump and try to cover up. "It's not like I haven't seen most of it" he smiled cheekily. "Shut up" I said annoyed, putting a sweater on. "Come on don't be like that baby girl" he said roughly gripping my butt. "Andrew" I warned him. "Whatcha gonna do" he tested me. "Hmm I don't know this" I said, squeezing his butt. "Don't" he said, amusement playing off his eyes. "Or maybe this" I slipped my hands down his pants.

"Riley" he warned. "My bad" I palmed him making him moan. I took my hand out and went back into the bathroom to do my makeup. I put on some music and started to dance.

" your words cut deeper than a knife

Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Gotta feeling that I'm going under" I mumbled brushing my teeth. Andrew came behind me and held my waist. I swayed my hips dancing to Shawn Mendes. "You like him?" Andrew asked. "I wuv hm" I mumbled, moaning. "Is he hotter than me" he asked and I weighted their features. "Ummm... no comment" I said not waiting to hurt his feelings. "I'll take that as a yea" he laughed. He stared at in the mirror.

"You're cute" he kissed my cheek. "Yeah and you're not" I licked his nose. "That's nasty" I scrunched his nose. "No you're nasty" I said. "Yeah in bed" he smirked. "Childish" I shook my head. "For you" he winked.

I grabbed my makeup bag and Andrew rook it out my hand, holding it above my head. "Babe" I whined. "What, you don't need it" he laughed. "Yes I do, I'll look so much prettier" I pouted. "I prefer you with no makeup on" his thumb trailed across my cheek. "I don't care" I goraned, jumping for it. "Well since you don't care I guess I'll go" he said dropping the bag and storming out. " Andrew I didn't m-" I stopped knowing he was gone. The roar of he engine seconds Later proved that.

I did my usual makeup. Eyeliner, mascara, and lipstick. I didn't bother putting on pants since I was just going to see him again. I got in my car and somehow got stuck in traffic because of some big pile up accident. After half in hour, I got to Andrew's house. I walked in and didn't hear anything at first. I heard faint noise upstairs so I followed them.

I walked up to his room, pressing my ear to the door. I heard moaning and hoped, hoped it was just him in that room. I quietly peeked through the door, only to find the nightmare I had. Andrew was pumping in and out of that girl that imposed on us earlier in the week.

Tears started to brim my eyes as I walked deeper into the room. "This is what I get huh? I was just a naive girl that you took advantage of right?" I spoke as Andrew moved away from her, the girl unfased. "I'm so stupid to even think a guy like you would even ugh" I tugged on my hair. "Riley I-i" he stammered. "Don't you'd rather have some wore than me, I get it" I sarcastically smiled. I stepped up to the girl who wasn't too much shorter than me and punched her.

I walked back to my car and sped home. Once there I laid in my bed and cried. Cried because I felt like shit. Cried because I think I like a piece of shot boy named Andrew. Cried because I was incredibly stupid.

"Riley" derek said softly opening my door. "I don't wanna talk about it" I sniffled, turning the other way around. "Who did it" he asked me. "I'm afraid to tell you" I admitted. "Riley I'm supposed to protect you" he said. "I know just promise to not get mad" I cried harder. "Okay" he said, waiting for me to continue.

A/n sorry for not updating thanks for keeping me on my shit guys