April 29th: The first conversation.
I start off the conversation like any normal person would; I type banana and hit send. We go back and forth, naming random fruits and food, when the conversation takes a different turn.
One I wasn't expecting, and not really prepared for.
you: I've been wanting to ask you for your kik for awhile.
me: really? why?
you: because I like you, if you didn't already know.
me: actually, I did. Leah kind of told me.
you: that's the last time I tell her anything important!
so... do you like me?
me: I'm not really sure.. I haven't known you that long.
And that was when the idea of you, of maybe an us, hit me. You had already been playing around in my mind, but now I see myself possibly liking you as more than a friend.
And honestly? That scares me. I'm so good at convincing myself of untrue things, and I don't want that to be the case with you.
