May 19th: Should've known.
Today I went over to Leah's house, and, honestly, we spent majority of our time talking about you, dissecting everything that happened.
We're both fed up with our feelings being messed up. You can't have us both.
Eventually, Leah was so done that she just messaged you and asked you to pick. I thought this was kind of pointless, because I knew you weren't going to be 100% honest. You don't want hurt to either of us. But when you messaged her, and said you liked her more, you hurt me.
Finally, my mom came and picked me up. I was kind of relieved because I needed some alone time. Once I was home, though, I felt crappy, so I talked to my mom and she helped me realize I kind of really like you.
And that's why my heart is breaking right now.
