DoKyu Oneshots (BXB)

"Youre so handsome it hurts to look at you."

Doyoung thinks his hyung is "too handsome" so he distances himself from him. Why? Lets find out!

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"Doyoun-"

"Junkyu hyung-..!" Jaehyuk quickly covered the elders mouth, shaking his head.

"Doyoungie isnt feeling well today. He said he wants to be alone for awhile." Jaehyuk nodded, removing his hand from Junkyus mouth.

Jaehyuk was lying, well.. sort of. Long story short, Doyoung has found himself catching feelings for Junkyu as of late, and cant stand to look at him or be around him too long, as it hurts his heart a great deal.

Once Jaehyuk gave his reasoning, Junkyu become concerned for Doyoung. He has noticed his lack of appearances' around the dorm, and how he would only ever interact with him if it was completely needed (like contents and certain decision making now that junkyu is the new leader!)

Despite this though, Junkyu shook it off and nodded at Jaehyuk.

"Do you at least know if he is taking care of himself?"

Jaehyuk shook his head, playing with the hair on the nape of his neck out of nervousness, scared Junkyu will see he is telling a lie.

Junkyis eyes narrowed and he sighed.

"Ill go check on him this once."

Junkyu turned around and walked away, in the direction of Doyoungs room.

Jaehyuk, now along with Haruto who had just entered were about to pounce on Junkyu to stop him.. but instead they looked at eachother with worried eyes and a heavy heart.

"Junkyu Hyung is gonna be so sad.." Haruto says as he shakes his head, sighing.

"Doyoungie doesnt want to talk to anyone, not even Junghwanie!" Jaehyuk spoke in a loud-whisper.

Yet, as Junkyu heard the now two boys behind hims whispers and chatters, he ignored the sound and solely focused on checking up on Doyoung.

Once the elder approached Doyoungs door, he knocked twice softly, then twice a little harder to make a rhythm.

"Doyoung-ah?" The elders voice echoed in the hallway.

No answer.

Junkyus brows furrowed and he spoke once more, "Doyoungie?" he said softly, knocking softly 2 more times.

Still nothing.

"Doyoungie, I know you arent feeling well. Jaehyuk-ah told me. I just wanted to check on you."

This time, Junkyu heard the faintest, "Im fine." from the younger on the other side of the door.

The elders frowned a little, shaking his head. Though he didnt know exactly HOW Doyoung was feeling, he assumed he was sick and wanted to take care of him.

"I can make you a cup of tea? And some spicy ramyeon to clear out your sinuses?"

No answer.

Junkyu walked away from the door, sighing.

But days of this behavior from Doyoung turned into weeks, so much so, to the point only Junkyu had no idea what was going on.

Junkyu was sick of it. He missed being around Doyoung, he missed talking to him.. hugging him and just overall being around the younger.

So at dance practice (one of the only times they saw eachother now), Junkyu decided to confront Doyoung.

"Doyoungie?" said the elder, gesturing him in the direction of a separate room.

Doyoung, who now couldnt ever look at Junkyu straight in the eyes or face.. felt his heart drop a little.. but he decided to oblige and follow Junkyu to the next room with his head down, looking only at Junkyus legs as they were walking in front of him.

"Why do you hate me now?" Junkyu asked right away, stopping as he looked at the younger, his face showing signs of sadness, concern and even a little anger, but Doyoung wasnt looking him in the face.

Doyoungs breath caught in his throat, feeling a lump as he tried to speak.. but his heart was aching too much.

"I miss you." Junkyu said softly, a sigh escaping his lips.

Doyoung stood still, his eyes locked at the floor as he tried to say something, but he just couldnt. He couldnt do it.

"Listen I.. I dont know why youre ignoring me, and I dont know if ill ever know. I just miss you a lot, Doyoungie." the elder says sincerely, putting his hands on the youngers shoulders, hoping that he will look up at him.

But once Junkyus hands made contact with Doyoungs, the younger began to cry; a rare occurrence. It startled the elder as his eyes got wide.

"Doyoungie?" he said softly, but full of worry, closing the remaining gap between them, hugging Doyoung as tightly as he could.

"I cant even look at you-..." the younger spoke, his   words getting cut off by a small sob.

Just as  those words left Doyoungs mouth, Junkyu felt guilty, but he didnt know why..

"Im sorry.."

"Its not your fault, idiot-.." he paused, sniffling as his head made its way to the elders neck.

"Its mine.." he continued.

Junkyu, not knowing the context, shook his head and frowned deeper, noticing how tightly the younger was clung to him; it broke his heart.

"Its not.."

"It is- you wouldnt understand.."

Junkyu shook his head, keeping Doyoung secured in his hug.

"It hurts to look at you, it hurts me so much-.." the younger quietly sobbed.

Junkyu didnt understand, was he missing something? Well, of course he was.

"Youre so handsome it just hurts to.. to look at you..! It hurts my heart I cant be with you-.."

Junkyu froze, his hands stopping on Doyoungs back as he felt as though his heart was going to burst, from both sadness and love. Why did Doyoung think they couldnt be together?

"What do you mean Doyoungie..? You can be with me.. especially since I feel that way too."

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