Adopted by Justin Bieber

27. It got tougher

CONTEST INFORMATION AT THE END

left outfit is what Kay wore during the funeral and right outfit for dinner.

Katherina POV

I smoothened my black dress after wiping my tears. I walked carefully to the front of the church, my heels clicking on the floor.

I grabbed the microphone from Vic. She gave me a side hugged, and I held my speech paper up.

"Thank you everyone, for being here. Flying from Miami back to Calabasas for those who accompanied me and also, Cole." I wiped a tear again, and continued.

"We lost someone who is kind, caring, bubbly and many more vocabulary. It's heartbreaking knowing that he died too soon, and too young. But only God could determine that, wether we live til old, or die young. I am here, before you, expressing my gratitude to all of you for supporting Cole and fight his sickness. He is a one true hero that all of us love. Being a kind hearted guy he was, my boyfriend would always wiped the tears I let down, when I was depressed, sad and stressed. He was one of those who hugged and congratulate me with a huge smile on his face." I breathed.

"Losing Cole, I felt that feeling again. The feeling of not being able to see someone forever, we're going to lose them, forever. I lost my parents, and now I lost Cole. It actually drives me crazy that slowly, one by one, my love ones is eventually gonna leave me. But that's it, that's the actual meaning of life. You return back after you had your time in the world."

"And to Cole, I hope you hear me right now." I cried. "I love you."

Its crazy day, I would say. During the funeral, I cannot dare myself to look at the coffin, it makes me want to ball my eyes out again and do not want to even stop. All these is too much for me, and it's happening too soon.

I legit got phone calls from radio stations to book an interview with me. They will surely bring up the matter of Cole. I am not ready, and I don't know when will I be ready.

I laid myself on my bed. Feels good to be home, away from Miami. Calabasas is peaceful, one way of another. I cannot find myself in the hectic and buzzing situation in Miami, because right now I want to have a piece of my mind. I want time to myself.

I was changing to sweatpants and tanktop, when my phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey Kat. Its Vic. Can you come over to have dinner tonight?" She asked.

"Sure, why not. Should I ask Dad along?"

"Yes please, I have something to tell the both of you. See you later, honey. Love you." She said, softly.

I instantly felt the pang in my heart. Everything right now could be relate to Cole.

"Have a good rest, Vic. I love you. Bye." I said and hung up.

Its already 4pm, and I have at least an hour to nap before I have to get ready.

iMessage to Dad 👫❤️

Vic invited over for dinner. wake me up at 5 so i can get ready yeah? love you