Adopted by Justin Bieber

25. It's done

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- above ; 1st picture is Carissa Alvarro. Kay will be looking like her idfc Carissa is perf. Maybe Kay can look way younger but Carissa fashion sense is the bomb. So first pic is Kay's outfit for the night!

- above ; 2nd picture is a pic Kay uploaded on Instagram. i may be updating this story's Instagram account . i'll update sooner.

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Katherina POV (its gonna be a long ass chapter, bare with me)

"But something tells me I'm not alone,
But lovers hold on to everything,
And lovers hold on to anything,"

I scribbled them down on my music book. The orphanage may be the best place for me to write some songs, truthfully. But currently I'm at Coachella's night live alone, talking to Sarah and Carrie on the phone.

"This news has left me totally flabbergasted," Sarah sighed.

"Then what do you think I felt? This news filled me with inexpressible pain!" I chuckled without humor.

"I know, dear. I need you to be strong," Sarah said with confidence.

"Yeah, Kat. It hurts seeing you in such dilemma," Carrie whispered. I could not control myself. I started sobbing so hard I could not breathe properly.

"Maybe you need some rest, honey. We'll be a phone call away if you need us," Carrie said and we said our goodbyes.

@katbieber: maybe just maybe, all these had to finally come to an end. maybe saying goodbye is the only way. #weloveyouCole

I closed my eyes and thought about what am I gonna do once he let go. Am I gonna freak out? Laugh? Just sit down and keep quiet and mute myself? The pain is so awful, I don't even know how to forget about it. It constantly crashes into my mind.

Even though I thought that saying goodbye is the only way, I don't want it to come anytime soon. I still want him to wake up and hold me.

@katbieber: but maybe. just maybe. if you could wake up and hold me close enough bfr u go. tht would be unforgettable, babe @ColeHarps .

"I need you to loosen up, Katherina. Don't act this way. He's gonna make it," Justin sat next to me, "Knew it that you're here,"

"How am I gonna loosen up when the guy I love is leaving?" I chuckled without humor, "Not for months. But forever," I whispered.

"Don't say that. Come here,'" He said and engulfed me into a hug.

"Dad," I sobbed.

"I want you to stop crying right now. I want you to have a time of your life at your first Coachella. You don't have to worry much." Dad kissed the top of my head.

"But, Cole-"

"I'm sure he doesn't want you to be this way. I'm not being evil, but this is your first chella. Have some faith in Cole and trust him that he's gonna make it through," Dad said and kissed my temple.

I couldn't say anything. I think he's right. He is totally right.

I nodded.

"Let's go then, they're gonna have some dope music tonight," He said and pulled me up, resting his arm on my shoulders and led the way.

I'm sorry, Cole. But I gotta think about myself too

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"Give it to me I'm worth it!" I jammed along and shimmy to 'Worth It' by Fifth Harmony.