Savior Will Be There

I'm Fine (CC chapter 2)

CC POV

I was now eating my cake well actually just playing with it. I didn't feel like eating after Luna just left me like that I just don't know why. It isn't like if she got mad at me or anything. I just felt horrible that she doesn't see how beautiful she really is. After the break up with Lauren I haven't been talking to girls much it hurt me a lot.We sometimes still talk and it mostly always end with us talking about our relationship I don't know I'm kinda not over her yet. If I do talk with a girl things just get weird,awkward or I just stay quite and don't know what to say. Although with Luna everything is different and I just don't know why. She makes me feel different, she gives me courage and happiness. I know I've only known her for a day or so but she has really changed me and it hurts me that she thinks no one cares about her. "CC........CC........EARTH TO CC I REPEAT EARTH TO CC................Houston we got a problem." I had gotten lost in my thoughts and Ash was now screaming my name. "Huh you said something?" "Ohhhhh noooooo I said nothing I was just opening and closing my mouth and staring at you and waving my hand in your direction for no fucking reason." "You don't have to be sarcastic Ash," Ash just smiled and came over to sit with me Jinxx and Andy where talking to each other and Jake was standing beside me now. "What's wrong bro, are you in the blues?" "Nahhh I'm fine Jake," "You sure? Cause you don't look like it." I gave Ash a mean glare, "Hey," Ash raised up his arms, "I'm just saying what I see it's called freedom of speech did you not learn anything in history class or something." "Shut up Ash!" "Dang CC calm down I was just joking I'm sorry." "No no I'm sorry Ash I don't know what got into me." "For reals CC what's wrong?" "No I'm fine Jake," "Yeah after you scream at Ash." "Jake I just don't want to talk about it," I stood up and left to my bunk. I walked into the room and closed the door,going to the direction of my bunk I saw Luna's bunk and let out a sigh. I got into my bunk and laid down "Ouch!!" I led out a scream as I felt something in my back. I turned around to find my phone with a twitter notification. "Hmmmm," I unlocked my phone and to see what it was. Like always new people following me fans tagging me in posts and............."LAUREN?!?!?!?! WHAT?!?!?!?!?!" I accidentally said out loud. Lauren had posted that she was now in a new relationship I didn't even finish reading it. I did't want to it was hurting me enough already.Lauren was a really big part of my life now knowing that everything between us just vanished like if nothing had ever happened was life destroying. Tears began to run down my face it was now completely over there was nothing left to do I lost it all. "Hey CC have you seen my......." I immediately whipped my tears and tried to act normal. "What do you need Luna?" "Ohhhh my god CC you're crying!" 

[SORRY THAT IT'S A SHORT CHAPTER I WAS A LITTLE BIT BUSY AND I DIDN'T WANT TO KEEP YOU GUYS WAITING SO I DID A SHORT ONE]