Joshua's POV
So I'm in my car going home from Pete's and I'm just thinking about how much I hate it when Colleen isn't here. all I want is just to hold her in my arms. It isnt fair, but we have to make money. And I can't go on tour with her because I have too many things going on with WUI and vlogging everyday and finding sponsors. I need to help make money if we're going to have kids though, so it worth it. I want kids so bad.. Like more than anything and I just--
And in the middle of my thoughts everyone was honking for me to go.
Right as I walked in the door Colleen called. I was hesitant to answer it because talking to her when I can't touch her makes things ten times worse, but of course I answered.
J: hey baby, what's up
C: hi babe.. I-I-I have some uhm.. news
-- all I was thinking was did she cheat--
J: what is it fraggle?
C: so you know how we had that little vacation? Well... I'm--
J: pregnant.. Say it. You're pregnant
C: I was going to until you interrupted
J: okay okay I'm sorry. We can't be patents right now though.. We aren't ready. You're touring and I can't be there u have things to do.
C: I know, that's what I told Rachel
J: YOU TOLD RACHEL?!
C: uhm. Yeah I kind of needed someone to get me a pregnancy test while I was throwing up. Are you serious right now? I guess I was wrong.. You aren't happy about this baby
J: of course I'm happy just right now isn't the time..
And then there was two beeps and silence. SHE HUNG UP ON ME IS SHE SERIOUS?
I don't know why she does stuff like that. Dammit. We can't be having a kid it's unreal. I'm happy, but we just can't. I hate this.
A/N
What do y'all think? Idk I kind of have an idea for a new story, but if y'all keep telling me to do more then that story can wait (:
