Happily ever after ( continued)

Charlie is our life (Sweet nothin-Calvin Harris)

THANKS SO MUCH TO DRACEN for fanning(such a long time ago) but anywho heres your dedication really hope you guys like this chappie VOTE COMMENT AND FAN THANKS !!

NEXT MORNING^^^^^^^^

.:ALEX:.

''mmmhh'' my eyes flutter open the bright light shining through the window blinding me for a second or two. i look down just to find Matt literally lying on my stomach kissing my fuckin boobs. ''QUETATE'' -get off- ''i didn't know you spoke Spanish'' he looks up at me startled ''i know my share no get off you're squishing them'' ''sorry i guess i forgot'' he grabs a strand of my hair and starts twisting around his finger ''Easy for you to say your not gonna have to give birth to them ''

i  tell him  through gritted teeth ''I'm sorry Alex I'm not gonna say its my fault cause it is but its yours too we both choose to to do it and know i guess we've upset the big guy upstairs because hes giving us 2, but the point is maybe this is good you know'' he takes a breath trying to think of an excuse -sly motherfucker.''maybe this is supposed to bring us together you know?'' i give him a stare uncomprehending half of the shit that just came out of his mouth ''no Mary Poppins i don't but hurry up i told Sarah we'd see here today.''

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''Hey Sarah'' i see Andrew leaning over Sarah and a cute little bundle in her arms ''come here'' Sarah calls, i walk over and look at the little bundle in her arms ''Alex this is Charlie, Charlie this is Auntie Alex'' she says introducing me to the cutest baby EVER . ''would you like to hold him?'' ''please'' she carefully places him in my arms. He can barley open his eyes, just enough for me to see that he got his dad's shimmering blue eyes. but his mothers fair skin.''hes so beautiful Sarah'' i carefully give him back to Andrew ''oh this is gonna be so great I'm gonna teach him how to play football, he'll be the all star player in High School and he'll get a football SCHOLARSHIP!''

''okay Andrew one step at  a time hes only a couple hours old'' Sarah laughs.

.:SARAH:.

I don't think that I've ever been so happy in my entire life.''when was he born?'' Alex brings me back, i look up seeing her hovering over Andrew trying to get a better view of Charlie, While Andrew doesn't look like he'll ever let go of the tiny boy in his arms. ''around  6'' i answer tiredly ''but'' i add ''he has to go back to the ICU in  a couple of minutes because he barely weighed in at 5 pounds''. ''oh'' disappointed she back up till shes in Matt's arms ''well congrats'' mat gives me a smile, a withering smile almost a fake one ''did you call your parents'' ''no i called my MOM,'' i correct him ''i could give a rat's ass about my dad.''

The picture of my dad staring at me at my wedding starts to form in my head ''he was just trying to protect you Sarah'' Andrew crosses over to me and fury floods through me pushing all other emotions out. and all my anger already has a target----him. ''HOW DARE YOU TAKE HIS SIDE'' i Take a breath & wondering if my veins were popping out of my head ''CHARLIE IS OUR LIFE NOW SO I DON'T CARE IF HE WAS TRYING TO PROTECT ME!! IT WAS FUCKIN TO LATE THEN AND ITS FUCKIN WAY TO LATE NOW.'' I'm breathing way too fast now but all i can think about is freakin Andrew ,how could he betray me in my time of need?? ''i don't mean it like that''

he trys defending himself but my hands are shaking with anger. ''i meant , that nobody wants to see their little girl grow up too fast and i know charlie is our life now but god Sarah he was just trying to protect you.'' he tells me through gritted teeth shaking just like me, so stupid & ignorant i didn't Evan realize that Matt and Alex had left ''ugh'' we had just had our first BIG fight i mean we've had little ones-for instance- who should watch their T.v show but afterwards we'd end up kissing & now that i think of it that's PROBABLY why charlies here. ''gimme charlie'' my voice sounds demanding and fear ''sar-'' ''NO'' i scream  in rage ''gimme charlie go outside get Matt & Alex, and then,.....then umm..get me a burrito''

 he stands there dumbfounded ''GO'' he hands me charlie carefully  but of course i can see his lips pulled back trying no to yell out at me, but Evan then i know he never would. Once he gets outside I look down at charlie;the poor thing he looked like a purple wrinkly rat. And when he tried opening his eyes they only opened to slits making him look like a Chinese baby.

I couldn't stand being without him for more than a few minutes. Evan thought he was only born a couple hours ago. I couldn't be apart from my little charlie. ''hey'' Alex walks in ''wheres matt?'' ''he went to go get a burrito'' she points to the door smiling ''oh'' i look down at charlie without word which is very RARE. ''i called kat, lily & Delilah hope you don't mind'' she leans back in her chair, her shirt tightening over her growing baby belly the twins made ''naw it ok'' just then theirs a knock at the door ''come in'' Alex shouts for me ,It my mom.

. I smile but don't see the shadow lurking behind her.Looks like my dad has finally decided to join the party.My smile instantly turns into a frown as he sets down some balloons -that say its a boy- and some flowers on the nearby table ''hello darling'' mom comes over giving me a kiss on my forehead, then plucks charlie from me. Then My dad gets closer -probably- wanting to hug me. but i turn my back to him because i really don't have patience or time to deal with him. ''Sarah please don't act like a child'' oh.my FUCKIN.god. he did not just call me a child.Ive Been taking care of 2-not 1 but 2- people and he has the nerve to call me a kid.

''I'm not a freakin kid dad, i just had one i think i know the difference''  i tell him through gritted teeth while staring at the wall. ''well if you hadn't made that one mistake you wouldn't be in this now would you?'' ''SHUT UP DAD JUST SHUT UP CHARLIE IS THE BEST THING THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME SO JUST SHUT UP'' charlie starts crying and my mom tries to sooth him. I pull the pillow over my head and start biting on the corner, I just wanted to cry, curl up in  a closet where no one could see me cry or better yet take a shower. ''Howard'' my mother whispers to my father, she knows as well as i do he just wants to start a fire......out of anything.

''fine'' i can hear his footsteps as he gets closer ''look'' he pulls the pillow off of my head, but i look down still stuffing my face in the sheets. ''i know i've been rough  but i just want the best for you  so when that little PUNK told me- ''dad Andrew's not a punk'' i think 0.0 ''whatever the point is I just wanna make sure you're happy.'' i roll over to look at him and can't help but smile ''thanks dad but i'm totally happy, i just hope you can get over your issues with Andrew'' ''i kno-'' ''ANYONE WANT BURRITOS?'' speak of the devil. ''heyyy-'' he stops mid-sentence seeing my dad right there ''hello Andrew'' he leaves his hand in the air. Andrew just stares at it wondering if its just some evil trick..

But eventually meets it with his goofy smile, Dad pats him on the back then walks out.Leaving poor Andrew confused out of his wits..''Gimme!!' i stretch out my arms reaching for the bag that hold my food . Laughing he tosses it to me. BURRITOS!

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hope you guys like it oh and on the side is a pic of charlie

-ilovejgg