Second Chances (A Greyson Chance Love Story)

Chapter 2 - Feeling the Pain

YN searched for her feelings first, to make it sure. She searched for the whole 2 hours, alone in her bedroom... until she found it; she was sure that she was feeling the same way as Nathan, she finally loved him too... BUT; she's still not ready to be in a relationship. She kept it from Nathan, she kept this love, from Nathan, because she was too scared.

Communication was lost between the two, and Nathan scarcely courted YN.

YN missed Nathan, and his efforts. So she decided to tell Nathan the truth about everything she also feels. She called Nathan on the phone...

*On phone*

YN: Hey Nathan.

Nathan: Oh, hi-uh YN.

YN: Do you have a little time tomorrow? I just want to tell you something important.

Nathan: Oh yea-- sure. Me too, I have something to tell you too.

YN: So uhh-- 3 PM tomorrow? at the park?

Nathan: Sure sure. See ya.

YN: Okay, bye!

YN was a little nervous about everything. There's so many questions in her mind she can't answer. She don't know what to do. What to think. She's just gonna have to wait until tomorrow.

It was 3 PM in the afternoon and YN was waiting for Nathan to come. It was about 10 mins. before she found her consolation when she saw Nathan. Blue polo shirt. Simple Jeans. That shaggy hair. Everything about him made buttterflies in YN's stomach that very afternoon.

YN: Hi Nathan. :)

Nathan: Hi, YN.

YN: Listen, I have something to tell you, but you first.

Nathan: You sure? Okay, here it goes...

I don't love you anymore, YN. I guess I got tired of wasting my efforts on you. But I didn't mean to hurt you. I told the truth so you wouldn't get hurt more worse if I didn't tell you everything earlier. I'm so sorry... so uhm-- what are you going to say to me huh?

While hearing those painful words, shed of tears were raining down on YN's face. She can't breathe and think of anything. The only thing that she's thinking of now is that, she loves Nathan. Her heart was in great sorrow. The love of her life, rejected her; what could get any worse than losing HIM?

Nathan: Uhm-- YN? YN? You're not responding...

YN: Oh sorry what?-- (wipes tears) oh I am so sorry, but I think I forgot.

Then suddenly, Nathan's phone rang...

*On phone*

Nathan: oh yes babe? Oh, okay. I'll be right there. Okay okay.. Bye babe, love you.

These happenings made her cry even more.

YN: I'm sorry Nathan if you think I wasted you. Anyways, I have to go. Thanks for everything. *kisses cheeks* byee.

While walking fast away, YN couldn't do nothing but cry and cry, regretting everything she did. She cried for weeks because it's the first time that she loved someone truly, and it's also the first time she was put in such pain. She can't move on.