Crazy

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Chapter 1: Crazy

"I swear, I'm not crazy! You gotta believe me!" She cried, banging on the walls, speaking to no one in particular.

The room spun in circles, making her feel nauseous. Tears streamed down her face as she fell to the floor, bringing her knees up to her chest.

She shouldn't be there.

It wasn't even her fault.

It was their fault.

The voices. The voices in her head mocked her, laughing and teasing her about every mistake she had ever made ever since she was a little girl.

Now they were harsher than ever.

They snapped and ordered her to do things, her being weak and hopeless, obeyed the commands.

The voices began to tell her she was worthless and there was no reason to live anymore. That life was just a lie. 

And she believed those words.

After trying to explain this situation to someone(with the force of the voices telling her to), she had been tested to see if she was crazy.

Now, here she was. Placed in a small, empty room with nothing to do, but scream and cry.

"I hate this!" She screamed, slamming her fists onto the floor angrily.

Why must this happen to her?

All she ever wanted to do was live a normal life, but fate had not granted her wish.

"I don't want this anymore..." She sniffled, slightly calming down. "I'd rather have death than this."

"At least death is peaceful and there are no worries. Life is full of hurt and pain, mental wounds that are nearly impossible to heal..."

Once again, she began to thrash around as voices entered her head, mocking her for being such a foolish child.

They drove her to the brink of insanity.

And she hated it.

She hated how they controlled her and made her feel like she wasn't worth even a penny. How they teased her. How they ordered her. How she obeyed to every command. And how she was stuck in this stupid room with no escape.

It wasn't fair.

Then again, life isn't fair.

She mumbled to herself, the words spoken were nearly impossible to hear. "Crazy... I'm not crazy. They're crazy and I'm just normal, right? Right."

"I'm normal! I'm normal! They're crazy! They're crazy!" She chanted, trying her best to block out the faded voices in the back of her mind.

"Crazy..." She mumbled, slowing fading into unconscious. "Normal..."

She took a small gasp of air, falling into a fit of hysterical coughs before closing her eyes, darkness taking over her eyesight.

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