Can't Get Enough (Interracial/BWWM) #Wattys2016

8. Something's Missing

A/N: I HIGHLY, HIGHLY reccomend that you listen to Control by Doja Cat, that song is fucking amazing. The beat is pretty and if you're in the same mood as Chaynia take a listen.  I added the song.
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-Chaynia's POV

I act like I don't want you
Like it's whatever
Shit it ain't a thing ,
When really I wanna flaunt you
You really need a queen, so be a king

Here I was listening to this song, Control by Doja Cat, thinking about-- you guessed it-- Matthew. This was my third day in a row that I ain't talk to Matthew. I was trying SO hard not to talk to that boy. Everytime he'd stop at my locker, or sit next to me in Pre-Cal I had to literally bite my tongue to resist talking to him. I had to block his number so I didn't see that he had text me.

I know that it was kind of petty for me to be ignoring him for something simple, but it was always like that when a boy played me. I'd think we has something special and then he'd play that, "You're just a friend" card and I was tired of it.

I was glad that I was at home by myself because I needed the alone time. Daddy was at work and Jalisa and Shaun was at the movies to see Minions.

I got up, and went to the bathroom, then downstairs to go get me something to eat. I was about to make some fries and some frozen chicken tenders. That's when I heard a knock at the door. Now I knew it wasn't Jalisa cause Minions wasn't a thirty minute movie and she had a key to get in, so did Daddy.

"Who the fuck is it?" I yelled through the door.

"It's Matthew, open up I want to talk."

I thought twice. Cause if a white boy knocking on your door at night talking about he wanted to talk and you know you ain't talk to him in a minute , he was mad and he was gonna kill you. I laughed at myself. I did miss him.

I opened up the door.

"What boy?"

"Hey," he said as he walked in.

"Hi."

He looked at me and chuckled.

"What? " I asked.

"Nothing, I didn't know that you had an outtie."

I looked down at myself and I forgot I only had on a sports bra and Spanx. This was a death trap.

"Boy, we not here to talk about my belly button, what do you want?" I said and walked to the stove to put my chicken tenders in the hot grease.

"I wanted to talk to you, I mean you've been ignoring me and honestly you've been driving me crazy, not answering my texts or talking to me. So what's the deal?" he asked.

That boy moved like a ninja cause I didn't even know he was on a side of me.

"Well, I haven't been talking to you cause. I don't want you to hurt me," I said and tried to hop my little ass on the kitchen island.

He laughed.

"Boy, if you gonna laugh at least help me up."

"I'm sorry, that was adorable. But why would I want to hurt you Chaynia, you've done nothing to me. You're the best fucking female I met. Give me a reason why I would hurt you Chaynia," he said as he helped me on the island.

Numerous of them I couldn't come up with.

"Whatever Matt."

"Huuuuuh, Chaynia I swear to fucking god you've been driving me crazy for the last three days."

"So have you, take those out and turn the stove off too," I said.

"Chaynia, stop being mad at me," he said after he took my food out and he grabbed my legs and pulled them close to him.

"Nope."

"Chaynia," he warned and kissed my neck.

"La la la, I don't hear you," I said and put my hands over my ear.

"Fucking kid," he said and his lips smashed mine.

That was something that I could not ignore. Matthew was such I good kisser, I had to give it to him. Then that's when I felt a bulge come from his pants and I knew what that meant.

Boy had me fucked up. I knew that was the reason he had to go.

"Nuh uh Matthew, you gotta go, this ain't happening," I said and pushed him off of me.

"What isn't happening? "

"You, trying to get in my panties, I felt you getting happy," I said and jumped off the counter and started to walk to the door, but Matthew grabbed my wrist.

"I'm sorry Chaynia, it wasn't my intention it was just the heat of the moment. I'm absolutely sorry for that," said as he grabbed my waist and looked me in the eye.

"Chaynia, can I ask you something"

"What?"

"Can you just be mine already? "

I closed my eyes and my whole heart was in my esophagus. This boy here made me feel some type of way.

"Yes, Matthew. Shit I was already yours," I said and got on the tip of my toes to kiss him, but I couldn't reach, so he picked me up and kissed me.

I think that this was the best kiss we had, because I think we both felt something. His tongue was exploring my mouth, my legs was wrapped around his body and his hands was on my butt. But then again I knew that position was going to lead to something that wasn't happening tonight. I had to make something up so he could go.

"Okay Matthew, you gotta go," I said jumping off of him.

"Whyyyyy? I just got here."

"My dad is gone be here any minute now," I said as I opened the door.

"Oh, sorry, well I'll call you tonight, okay? "

"Okay, " I said and kissed him goodnight.

"Bye Babe."

"Bye, Matt,"i said and closed the door.

This boy was a trip.