Can't Get Enough (Interracial/BWWM) #Wattys2016

18. Gravitate Pt. 2

A/N: I hate long chapters so this is a continuation, btw this chapter is a little ;)

-Chaynia's POV

"Yep, done with you," I said through more tears.

"Watch you not leave out of this house," he said and locked the door and I turned around and unlocked it. The fuck?

He took a deep breath and lifted me off the ground.

"Matthew put me down!!!!!!!!" I yelled as I tried to squirm out of his arms.

"I am right now, " he said and sat me on his lap on the couch in a straddled position facing him and put his arm around my waist.

He took another deep breath. What was up with all these deep breaths he had enough oxygen.

"Chaynia, I know that I am every bad word and bad thing that you can think of right now. Oh, what I did was wrong and I wouldn't blame you if you did that to me--- wait wait, no if you did that to me I'd fucking kill him. I know that its going to take a very long time coming back from this, but I'm willing to take that long time with you and only you, I promise to do everything, anything to gain your trust again. You're the only person I want. Chaynia I promise on my soul that I want to get past this, here I want you to take this," he said and took off a chain off his neck and put it on mine.

"Matthew, I can't take this," I said as I started to to take it off but he stopped me.

"It was my dad's before he died, but its yours now, together or not which I don't see happening any time soon," he said and kissed me on the forehead.

I hated him right now, but he made me feel better for now and I needed that.

"Chaynia, I love you," he said as he took my hand and kissed it.

"I love you, Matthew," I said and kissed him. That's when a wave of something came over me.

I wrapped my arms around him and began to tongue kiss him. Matthew pulled away.

"Chaynia what are you doing?" he asked confused.

"Matthew, I'm ready, " I said through a smile.

"Now? On the couch? " he asked confused .

"Uh yeah. "

what part of "I'm ready" didn't he understand.

"No, not here,my bed. I want to make this special, " he said and lifted me up and I wrapped my little legs around him.

I started to kiss him and grabbed a handful of his hair. My heart was racing fast I didn't know what to expect doing this. I was all new to this, Matthew already knew what to do.

"Let me lead the way," whispered in my ear as he layed me down on the bed. I nodded my head. I was growing hotter because his dominance turned me the fuck on.

I could hear my heart pounding in my ear.I was nervous and I was ready, I couldn't wait for Matthew any longer, I threw off my boots and accidentally hit Matthew in the head.

"Sorry Matt," I laughed and I pulled him on top me and began to kiss him running my fingers through his hair. I began sucking on his neck and I could hear the heavy exhales he gave, every time I made it to a new spot. I bit his lip and I wanted him even more. I lightly grinded on him and he grabbed my legs hard and he grinded back on me, I moaned out, from the feel and the aura of this moment.

"I didn't even get to the good part yet," he whispered in my then lightly bit my ear lobe. I moaned again I was tired if him teasing me.

"Damn Matthew, can you just do it already," I moaned out. I wrapped my arms around him and he rolled over, now I was on top. He pulled me closer to him and began sucking on my neck, but I stopped him cause I knew my daddy would see the hickies. I inhaled him and began to grind on him, I could feel him getting hard through his pajama pants.