//a/n- i know i said that its spring and she's going to vidcon but just roll with it okay//
*one week later*
the past week has been okay at the best. i mean besides the fact that i haven't been able to eat for the past four days. i just can't eat, it hurts to eat. everytime i get hungry i see my fat body and realize that i don't need food. my stomach feels like its caving in but i guess that's better than it sticking out, right?
at least im getting to see all my idols tomorrow, i just have to make though one more day. one more. i can do this, i have to.
*that night*
i wait until my parents are asleep and tip toe around my bedroom gathering all my stuff. i grab my bag and phone and get my shoes on. i unlock my window and climb down. thank god i got the lower bedroom. im not allowed to go anywhere because apperantly im a 'huge dissapointment and a waste of space' at least that's what my parents tell me. ive climbed out this window more than ive gone out my front door, probably. this is just how i get around, what i do. the hotel was only what, 15 miles from here? i have to walk since i don't have any extra money for a cab. but at least im getting to go and that's all i care about at this point.
as soon as i got to my hotel i crashed. i was only able to sleep for a couple hours but i was going to take anything i could get. 'just a few more hours' i thought. just a lil longer until i meet them.
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baby please stay //fab five etc fanfic//
Fanfictionlucy was never "that girl." she was never popular,hell she hardly even exited. few people knew her and the ones who did hated her,even her parents. after a whole year of saving up money she finally has enough to go to vidcon and can finally meet the...
