baby please stay //fab five etc fanfic//

chapter 3

*vidcon day 1*
i woke up with about 2 hours to get ready before i had to be at vidcon. im also actually happy for once??? it's different because i hardly ever get to feel like this, it's nice.

i get dressed and grab everything i need and start walking to the building. im so nervous, because all i can think is 'that they'll probably hate me. like im just annoying and ugly and...' i stop the thoughts. "im happy and I'm going to keep it that way." i kept telling myself everytime those bad thoughts came into my head.

i finally got to the building about 15 minutes before it opened. while i waited i just walked around outside and looked at all the people. some seemed really happy and some were even crying because they were so excited.

after what seemed like forever a guard came out to let us know it was open and helped escort everyone in. i immediately started looking for anything for anthony or jack. i found anthony's meet-up and got in line. the line wasn't too long, i figured i be up there in less than an hour.

i was really nervous now. i started to panic a bit. it just hit me, im meeting anthony??? what do i say? before i realized it i was next in line. i started breathing really heavily and shaking. the girl just left him and i slowly walked up to him. my mind went blank and everything around me seemed to stop. "hi boo! how are you?" i hear him say. i can't find any words so i just stand there, looking like a complete idiot. "c'mon don't be shy! come give me a hug!" he embraces me and i hug back. he pulled away as i was still trying to process everything. i finally choked a simple "hi." it was barely a whisper, i wasn't even sure he heard me for a second. he squinted his eyebrows and looked like he was thinking about something. "wait, you're that one girl from twitter aren't u? are you okay oh my god?"
i tried to fight back tears but i just couldn't. he hugged me again, a lot tighter than before. "i've been seeing your tweets, and ive even started watching your account, to make sure you're okay. hey if you're staying in town tonight maybe we could go hang out or something, it could help get your mind off things. do you think you might want to?" i nodded into his shoulder. he let me go and asked for my number. he said he would text me when he was done with everything and he would come pick me up. "thank you anthony." was all i could think to say. he gave me a small smile as i walked back into the main area.
i just stood there for a while, trying to make my self believe that that just actually happened. and he knew who i was?

i finally snapped back to reality when i saw a few of my classmates coming towards me. 'no no no this can't be happening.' as they come closer i run off. i try to find the nearest place to hide. i know if they catch me they'll do the worst shit they can think of. i find a bathroom and run inside of it. i lock the door and let out a huge sigh of relief. 'why would they be here? they had to come just to fuck this up for me didn't they. why can't i have one fucking thing? why, why, why?'

so many thoughts come into my head. im just angry and scared and have no idea what i can do at this point.

i stayed in the bathroom for around 20 more minutes before trying to sneak out. i looked around the corner and saw that they finally left. i figured this wasn't the only time id be seeing them this weekend, but they were gone for now so i tried to brush it off.

once i was back in the main area i just decided to walk around for a while. all i could think about was seeing anthony. they're wasn't much more that i wanted to do today anyways. most of the event were on different days. after a couple hours of pointlessly walking around i decided to just go back to my hotel room. i axiously waited for anthony's call.