My Bio...(and then some...)

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So.....um....I was told that my real mom.....OD. Idk if it's true.....i mean....I haven't seen her in 7 years.....so I mean.....its....idk. It hurts but I have felt this pain for the past 7 years. So. It's like nothing ever happened to her. Cuz either way....I still won't see her. Idk what to do anymore.
My razor's too dull,
My noose is too loose,
My pills are all gone,
My eyes can't cry anymore.....
I'm lost.....
RIP- momma'