She... Hates me..?

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Hellooo! Depending on where my mind takes us, this may or may not be the last chapter! So sorry! But anyways, I hope you enjoy!

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Maki's P.O.V.

I walked into the club room late after school, expecting it to be empty but instead saw Nico, sitting at her computer doing what she does, researching idols. I took a few steps towards her and said, "Nico-chan.. Can I please talk to you?"

She turned around and glared daggers at me. "Get out of here Maki-chan. I don't want to speak with you." Her voice was cold, unforgiving, but her eyes showed the sadness she was desperately trying to hide.

"Nico-chan please let me explain-" I started to walk towards her but she put her hand up, looking away from me.

"There's nothing to explain Maki-chan. I hate you and you hate me. That's all there is to it." She got up and pushed past me towards the door. "Oh," she said. "One more thing. Don't ever speak to me again." And with that, she pulled open the door and walked out.

The only thought in my mind was, she... Hates me...?

It had been two weeks since Nico had said that to me. Two weeks of agonizing heart break. She wouldn't even look near me. I knew what I had said was stupid but did she really believe that I didn't love her?

I sighed, knowing it was no use wishing for things that could never happen. It was late after school once again as I walked into the music room, hoping the sweet sound of the piano would carry me away.

I sat on the bench and opened the cover over the keys, my heart racing with the thought of playing again. These two weeks had been so horrible that hadn't even been able to play the piano. But as I positioned my fingers I couldn't find the will in me to play.

So I sat there, thinking of something, anything, to play to get my mind off what had been going on. I then remembered the song I had written awhile back. I decided to try it.

The sound of my voice and the piano blended together as I began to sing:

"Aishiteru banzi!
Koko de yokatta watashitachi no ima ga koko ni aru!
Aishiteru banzai!
Hajimatta bakari ashita no yoroshiku be mada, GOORU janai!"

I heard the door slide open but I kept playing, my eyes closed. I didn't care who it was, I just needed to play this song. This was the song that helped me escape most days.

I finally arrived at the last few stanzas:

"Saa!
Daisuki da banzai!
Makenai yuuki watashitachi wa ima wo tanoshimou!
Daisuki da banzai!
Ganbareru kara kinou ni te wo futte
Hora, mae muite!"

I lifted my fingers off the keys and slowly opened my eyes, looking over to see Nico. My eyes widened in surprise as she got up from where she was sitting and walked over to me. "Meet me in the club room tomorrow at this time. We need to talk." She turned on her heel and walked out, not saying another word.

I stared after her, then turned back to the piano and began to play again.

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For those who don't know, the translation to the song Maki sang is:

"Cheers for the love!
I'm glad to be here, Our present exists right here
Cheers for the love!
It's only just begun, I'm counting on you again tomorrow, We've yet to reach our goal"

And the second part:

"Now!
Cheers for loving you!
With the courage to never give up let's enjoy the present
Cheers for loving you!
We can do our best so wave goodbye to yesterday and look forward"

I hope you enjoyed! I'll try to have the next chapter up tomorrow. It will unfortunately be the last one but I will continue to write love live fan fictions whether it be NicoMaki, RinPana, or NozoEli. Feed back is greatly appreciated so please tell me what you thought! I really do hope you enjoyed it!

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