My True Mafia Love

Chapter 9

Gabbie's outfit to meet Antonio^^^

GABBIE'S POV

It's been a week since the huge blow out between Antonio and I. This week as been a week from hell. Right after the fight I went back to the condo and removed all my belongings. So I've been staying in a hotel for the past week. Emily and Michelle moved out of the condo as well and are staying in the same hotel as me but different rooms from me. They also refuse to go back to Italy because they don't want to live with Antino. I understand how they feel. I didn't want to be around anyone or see anyone so I've been bottled up in my bed all week.

For the first couple of day I was crying my eyes out. I was just heart broken because of the way Antoino treated me and for hitting me. My face has been swollen for the past couple of days, I also had a huge bruse on one side of me face. I'm so disgusted by him. Just thinking about him makes me sick to my stomach. I also came to the conclusion that I'm going to be living in New York again. The only reason why I was even living in Italy was because of Toni. We're not together anymore so there's no point in me staying.

I heard a knock on my door that brought me out of my thoughts. I looked threw the peep hole and it was Emily and Michelle. I hope the door with a smile on my for first time in a week.

"Hey babies" I greeted them. "Hey how are you feeling? Your face looks much better." "I'm much better I'm done with him so I'm done with the whole situation." I smiled telling them. That's how I feel now I'm just done and over it. I'm ready and I'm moving on with my life. "Good but you do know that Antonio has been trying to get Gio and Tello to convince us to let him talk to you right?" Emily tells me, Im not surprised I thought. "Yeah but I refuse, what he did to you showed that he doesn't have any kind of respect for you nor that he cares about you." Michelle exclaimed. "I know he's been blowing up my phone trying to talk to me, I have to meet up with him soon because I need to tell him I'm done and that I'm moving back. It may seem crazy but I have to, I'm not going to yell and scream about it. I'm just going to tell him that I'm done with him and that I'm moving back to New York for good." The girls looked at me and then each other. "I think we need a break for a little bit, I'm going to stay in New York for a few because I don't want to be in that house with Antonio." Michelle told us. "I agree I'm staying too." "I don't want you guys to stay because of me you guys have Gio and Tello to think about. Also your businesses in Italy. " I told them which is true. "We know but I just miss being home in New York, I need some space from Italy." I was beyond happy that they would be staying with me. "Yayyy I'm excited I have my best friend with me in our home town." I jumped up and down yelling. Which made the girls laugh. This is the happiest I've been in a while.

ANTONIO'S POV

I fucked up, I fucked up real bad. I actually hit Gabbie, I never layed my hands on a women before. I really didn't mean to hit her I really didnt. What she said just set me off, and what I did was straight up wrong. I just couldn't control myself. Even what I said to her was wrong and a lie. I would never have sex with Nicole. Gabbie means to much to me to even think about sleeping with someone else. I'm so inlove with her that I can't even fathom words.

I've been calling and texting her all week. She hasn't even returned not one of them. I tryed calling Emily and Michelle, they won't even return my calls either. I have even tryed to convince my brothers to talk to the girls to convince Gabbie to talk to me, and they said no every single time. I don't know what I'm going to do if Gabbie leaves me. I love her with all of my heart.

I decided to try calling her one last time. Ring Ring Ring "Hello?" Her voice was like velvet. God I missed her voice so much. "Hey bella, how are you?" "Please just call me Gabbie and I'm doing fine." My heart just shattered she has never corrected me calling her bella before. "Oh umm....I'm sorry i just wanted to know if you wanted to get drinks with me so we can talk things over." I pray that she says yes if not I don't know what I'm going to do. "Yeah, sure i have some stuff i need to tell you anyway." I have never been so happy in my life before. I was smiling from ear to ear. "Okay I'll see you in I say, about an hour or so?" "Yes that's fine." I was so excited to see her that I couldn't hold it in. "Alright I'll see you in a bit, I love you Gabbie." "See you soon Antonio." And the line went dead. I was so excited to see her that I rush and got ready.

As I'm waiting at the bar for Gabbie I can't help but feel nervous. It's like our first date all over again. I look up for a second and see Gabbie walk in. Damn she looks gorgeous I thought. She was wearing a peach colored dress that hugged her curves to perfection, with a pair of Christian Louboutin rose gold sparkle heels, with her Chanel clutch. Her hair was curly down her back and her make up was done to perfection. She is honestly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen before.

"Hello Gabbie."I said trying to kiss her but she moved her head. That hurt. "Hi Antonio." She said will sitting down. "I just wanted to see you, you look amazing." I said with a huge smile on my face. "Thanks" she said flatly. "Okay I want to start off by saying that I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry for saying what I said to you and I'm so so so sorry for hitting you. I never meant to put my hands on you what so ever I just lost it. I just want you to come back home with me I love you bella from the bottoms of my heart. What I said to you I didn't mean any of it can you please forgive me please bella." I said while grabbing her hand over the table. She just stared at me blankly for a little while before aswering. "I forgive you Antoino." She said which had be smile so hard I knew my cheeks were going to hurt. But what she said next made my world shatter into a million pieces. "But what we had is done, I can't be with you anymore. What you did to me broke my heart. I can't even look at you the same anymore. What you did to me showed me that you do not have respect for me, nor do you love. So I'm moving back to New York and I'm starting my life over." She said while removing my hand from hers. I just look at her with so much hurt. "I love you please Gabriella don't do this I love you please." I said to her. "I can't I'm done Antonio. I asked you multiple times about the Nicole thing and you didn't care to listen, and then you put you hands on me I can't anymore I'm done." I just couldn't lose her. I wasn't going to lose her. "You know I'm never letting you go right?" Is all I said to her. "Maybe, Maybe not good byee Toni." "I'll see you soon bella." I mumbled.

That was the last thing I heard come out of the love of my life's mouth before she got up and walked away.

I'm never letting you go Gabriella Upton.