My True Mafia Love

Chapter 10

Gabbie's outfit^^^

GABBIE'S POV

It's been about 2 months since I've been living in New York, and I have to say I'm loving every bit of it. I missed working again and being independent. When I lived in Italy I didn't have to work or do anything. Antonio took care of me and made sure I had everything I needed.

Now that I'm in New York I started to work again at one of the top law firms in the city. Before I met Antonio I was a very well known lawyer here in New York. I decided to get back into it again, and I'm loving it all over again. I've been working for 2 months and it's like I never left. I haven't lost a case since coming back. This is what I love to do, and I'm amazing at it. I wish I would have never left. I was so blinded by love that I gave up what I loved to do. I gave up being independent, I gave up everything to be with Antonio.

Since the day I met up for drink with Antonio, I haven't heard a word from him. I really do miss him from the bottom of my heart. But I know that I just can't be with him for now. If i take him back right away it would seem like what he did to me was okay and it wasnt. I need to focus on myself. But I love him so much.

The girls were with me for about the first month of me living here. I can honestly say that they supported me through ever decision I've made. I could not be more grateful for the best friends I have. I'm honestly blessed for having them.

Also since ending things with Antonio, I dyed my hair a dark brown color. I also found out some amazing news. I haven't even told Emily or Michelle yet. I know that they are going to be surprised and excited at the same time. I'm differently excited but also nervous about telling certain people.

Today is Saturday so I don't have to work. The girls flew out to New York to come and visit me which I'm so grateful for. It get lonely somethimes. We made plans to go have lunch and do a little shopping. I just missed the girls so much. I can't wait for us to catch up.

I decided it was time to get ready. I showered and washed my hair. After my shower I wrapped my Victoria Secret rob around myself and chose an outfit. I decided on a nude bra and thong set, my cream colored high neck line sleeveless sweater dress, my nude knee high Givenchy heels, my suede tan Celine tote bag, my Fendi bracelet, and my light brown Ray Band aviator sunglasses. I threw everything on and straighted my hair and put on natural make up, and I was ready to go.

I met the girls at a little cafe a complete blocks away from my apartment. "HEY BABIES" I screamed I knew I was loud but I didn't care. I missed them. "Hi sweetie how are you." Emily said. I made my way to hug her and Michelle. "Im fine how are you guys? How's Italy?" "Were fine we just missed you, and Italy is Italy." Michelle answered while waving her hand around and rolling her eyes. I missed her crazy ass. "Well I have some amazing news for you girls." I said while smiling from ear to ear. "Will tell us." Emily said. "Yeah your just smiling like an idiot." Michelle rude ass, all the time. "Well........I'm pregnant." Yup you heard it right I'm am two months pregnant by Antonio. "Oh my god, why haven't you told us? How many months? Who's the father? You have a boyfriend?" I was getting questions thrown at me left and right. "Maybe if you stop talking I'll tell you." They both closed there mouths and nodded there heads.

"Will I haven't said anything because I wanted to tell you guys in person not over the phone, I'm only two months, I don't have a boyfriend, and the father is Antonio." They just stared at me dumbfounded. I was shocked too when I found out I was pregnant. I cut everything off with him and cut him out of my life and then I randomly find out that I'm pregnant by him. Not cool. "That's insane but I'm excited and happy, I still dont like Antonio though." Emily said with a smile. That made me chuckle, then I look over to Michelle. "Im happy for you too, but I still don't care for Antonio's sorry ass either." The girls still don't talk to Antonio ever since the fight. Tello and Gio had to beg and kiss major ass for the girls to even consider going back to Italy. "Antonio obviously doesn't know right?" "No, I'm going to tell him but I'm going to tell him on my time. Just because me and him are done doesn't mean I'm going to keep him from his child." "I agree he deserves to know, even though he's a sorry piece of shit." Michelle said mumbling the last part. But I heard her which made me crack up. "Another thing I have to tell you is that there is a gala that my boss is hosting and I would love for you guys to come with me." I told the girl. They both agreed and we enjoyed the rest of our girls day together.

ANTONIO'S POV

These past few months have been the worst for me. Not having Gabbie with me everyday is horrible. Never in a million years have I ever thought that she would leave me. What I did was wrong and I apologized for it but she still wouldn't give our relationship a shot.

When we met up for drinks I thought I had her back with out a doubt. But I was sadly mistaken and completely heart broken. When she said she can't look at me the same. I felt ashamed of myself. I never let Gabbie see that crazy, insane, Mafia Boss side of me. When I seen her she had make up on but I could still see the swelling and light bruse threw her make up. I felt so bad for hitting her. I seen the sadness and hurt in her eyes. I felt that she looked at me as if I was a monster. She was one of the many people that I didn't ever what to fear me. Michelle and Emily don't even talk or look at me. That makes me feel even worse.

My office phone started to ring so I answered it. "Hello" "Antonio it's John Douglas from New York." John is one of the best lawyers that worked and lived in New York. He owns one of the biggest law firms in the city. "Hey John, what can I do for you." I asked. "I'm having this gala in a few days I would like for you come fly out a join us, I've known you for years now and I would for you to be there." New York was one place I would love to go to because Gabbie's there. So if I have any reason or excuse to be out there then I'm taking it. "I will be there , just email me the details and I'll be there." I amswered. "Fantastic will see you there." I hung up the phone and just started thinking.

I knew Gabbie was going to be there because she works for John at his law firm. How do I know this? I've been keeping tabes on Gabbie since she left me. I told her I wasn't going to let her go. I'm always a man of my word.

I'm not ever letting go.

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