My True Mafia Love

Chapter 12

Nicole^^^

GABBIE'S POV

Today I'm going to tell Antonio about my pregnancy. We decided to have dinner at his condo. I'm trying so hard not to stress and over think things. I wonder how Antonio is going to react. Threw out the time that we have been together, we never really spoke about having children. What we did speak about and often was marriage, and spending the rest of our lives together.

When we talked about spending the rest of our lives together, I thought that implied children. In the kind of business Antonio is in, its risky to bring a child into the world. But as Antonio being a Mafia Boss he is entitled to have a male heir. I just hope and pray that Antonio sees this as a blessing as much as I do.

Regardless of how he feels, I'm still going to have this baby. With our with out Toni. I have never been more exciting for anything that has happened in my life before. Being a mother is one of the biggest blessings that God could have ever given me.

The reason I'm so passionate about being a mother is because, I never really had a bond with mine. My mother had died when i was 5. As for my father I have no idea what has happened to him. My mother didn't really have much family, so growing up I was tossed from foster home to foster home. Being tossed around into foster homes is hard. You try to build a relationship with someone that can be a mother figure to you, but I was never able to stick around long enough. So I had to be my own mother. I had to learn by myself how to be a lady, teach myself how to take care of myself, and most importantly teach myself how to respect myself. Thats why being a mother means the world to me. I wouldn't want my child to grow up and not have me there.

If Antonio does accept the baby it would be amazing, but I don't know how we would work out timing and my birthing plan out. I live here in New York and Antonio lives in Italy. I work in the state's now, and Antonio has his own business back in Italy. I would never want him to put everything he worked are on to be put on hold for the baby. Thats one conversation we NEED to have.

After my deep moment it was time for me to get ready for dinner. I have already taken my shower so all i have to do is get dressed. I have my hair and make up done already. My hair is in a sleek ponytail in the back of my head. My make up is very minimal so it's all natural. The outfit I chose was my high waisted leggings, a white sleeveless button up shirt, my black Balmain ankle caged heels, and an all black trench coat. I wanted to be comfortable for dinner. I paired the outfit with a statement necklace, and my all black leather Louie Vuttion Alma bag. I was ready and off to Antonio's condo.

ANTONIO'S POV

I had everything ready for Gabbie and I. We decided to have dinner in my condo so I cooked. Gabbie loves when I cooked for her. I made her favorite Chicken Alfredo with Ceaser Salad. I just want her to feel comfortable around me again. I took out my best bottle of champagne. Gabbie's not a big drinker she only like champagne so I got her the best champagne in the city.

I'm honestly so nervous and excited to see my bella. Seeing her the other night at the gala made my feelings for her go hey wire. She's the only woman I have ever treasured. She beautiful, smart, strong, and selfless. She puts everyone before herself, and thats what I love about her. People might see Gabbie as this up tight bomb shell lawyer. But she's nothing like that at all. I need her back in my life. If Gabbie ever decides to give me another chance, I'm treasuring every second of it.

As I'm finishing up setting the table I get a knock on my door Gabbie. I double check to make sure everything is perfect. Only the best for my Queen. The knock of the door starts to become persistent. Well okay. I rush to the door and open it to.....Nicole?