Abandoned

1. Hate

(DATE OF UPLOAD: Sunday 9th of August 2015 3.33pm)
(STATUS: UNEDITED)

Aidan's pov
"Fatass!"
"Just die in a hole!"
"You look like shit!"
I just walked through the halls of school. Scared though. Scared that someone is gonna beat me up because 'Why not'.
I'm mute. I never talked to anyone. Why would I. I mean I have no one, not even my parents liked it when I talked.
I'm 15 years old. I live in Bristol. Britain.
I have a love with music. Music never hurts me. It can make me smile. Not that I smile much. Because why would I.
My parents hate it that I'm mute. I get it. I'm a trouble girl. I self harm, I'm depressed, I'm suicidal. I also have a eating disorder. My mom tries to help me. But nothing works.
So yeah. I'm not really likeable. I guess.
"Hey you!" a familiar voice said. Oh shit it's Heather and her boyfriend. "Why were you looking at me?"
I didn't said anything. I threw my apple in the bin. Not really hungry anymore. I was fat. So why should I eat.
"I'm talking to you fatass!" Heather yelled. When I still didn't said anything, she whispered something in her boyfriends ear.
Heather walked a bit backwards and her boyfriend walked towards me. My heart beated loud, I got really scared. I tried to leave but her boyfriend's team hold me.
I saw a hand go to my head, I closed my eyes. I felt my jaw burn, than my stomach.
They hit me a few other places before letting me fall at the ground. I was in major pain. I looked up and saw a bunch of people surrounding me.
"This will teach her a lesson." Heather said. I still lay on the ground. No human being would ever like me. No one helped me they simply just let me in pain.
I got up and I stumbled to the exit of school. Going home. Cutting.
The walk from school to house is long. I usually go with the bus. But because I'm gonna skip there is no bus that can bring me home.
The walk to my house was painful. After 60 minutes I finally reached my house.
Ah great my parents are home. Just what I needed.
I walked up to the door. Mentally preparring myself for my abusive dad.
"Why are you home this early?" My mother Stephanie asked. I just looked down. "What happened this time?"
I looked up to her. She gasped at my face, I rolled up my shirt a bit. "My god Aidan."
"What's going on here?" My father Aidan asked. I might have the same name but I'm nothing like him. He looked at me, I quickly looked down. "Great you got beaten up again! Like my day could get any better."
Okay I used to be just as sarcastic as he is. But I'm not abusive to anyone.
"Come here Aidan." He said. I hesitated but I knew that it could get me into trouble so I walked towards him. "AIDAN KENNEDY YOU ARE A DISGRACE OF THIS FAMILY. DO YOU HEAR ME? A DISGRACE!"
I prepared myself for the wood thing, it's the stuff he slaps me. But nothing happened, he pulled me to the basement. I got even more scared.
"AIDAN STOP IT DON'T DO THIS TO YOUR CHILD! You're not like that." My mother tried to stop him. I looked at her and shook my head. As in it's okay don't hurt yourself. I didn't want my mom to get hurt because of me. She stopped fighting. "I love you Aidan. I'm sorry."
I have no idea what was going to happen but I knew it's gonna be bad. My dad has drinking problems. But even sober times he's the same. I knew when he was drunk and when not. I knew he was sober now. I knew he could think now.
"So I see you tomorrow. Worthless slut." My father said. He walked out and closed the door, I heard that he had many locks on it. I think he's making sure that I ain't going to leave. So yeah great I'm going to be alone for the next hours. It's only 12pm. Great I'm sure he'll wake me up at 8 or 9am.
What am I supposed to do in here for about 20 hours. I have my phone... My phone! Yes I have my phone in my pocket. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket. I luckily had my earcubs also in my pocket. So I'm going to watch videos or movies.
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I woke up in the basement. Oh yeah I'm in the basement. I looked at my phone, it was 3 in the morning. I heard my parents, why are they still up. They were arguing. About me.
"Stephanie don't be so paranoid. We can't raise a girl that is a problem. She won't talk." Aidan said.
"Aidan. This girl needs us! Please, let her out of the basement." Stephanie said.
"Alright, alright. I'm gonna think of things that could help her." Aidan said. I quickly put my phone in my pocket. He opened the door. "Aidan! Go to you're room. Shower 15 minutes and go to sleep."
I nodded. I fake smiled to them. Not that I know how to smile after never smiling for 9 years. I quickly went to the shower and quickly cleaned myself up. I got into my old pj's and drift off to sleep.
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Sorry it's a bad chapter I know, it's more like a filler. I already told you in the a/n but again there will be some tragical happenings. It has some self harm parts. Much abuse in the first pairs of chapters. Suicide attempts. Panic attacks. Swear words. Loads of mean words. Mainly those things. But much abuse.
Again if someone needs to talk I'm here! With panic attacks I have much experience and self harm and depression and suicide. Being fucked up that kind of stuff. There are few things too but nobody cares. Anyways just pm me. DON'T SUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK. Xxx Lynn

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