Baby Boy (boyxboy)

The Photo

It was a few weeks later. Calum and I haven't really spoken about our kiss. I've fully healed from my fall. So has Luke. Calum is still somewhat mad at him, and I feel bad for him. He is so kind to me, but gets so much hate from Calum. Its not like the kid deserves it. It was an accident, still Calum can't forgive him yet. Our sleeping arrangement hasn't changed much. It's basically been the same routine at night for these first few weeks, of Calum bringing me a pair of underwear and sharing a bed. Yeah we still share.

Calum tries to not show his affection openly but it's so obvious. Even the boys smirk at me when Cal gets really touchy. Yes Cal, that's my nickname for him. He says he thinks it's cute. Lately at night Cal has been getting closer to me. It's not really a bad thing, but we are practically spooning. It's quite funny with his circumstances, of him not being out yet. I still haven't wrapped my mind around it. Is he gay or bi?

I remember awhile back his nudes were leaked from what I'm guessing was a girl due to her having long painted nails in the photos.... It's a Saturday and the boys have a show in Florida, Miami in fact. And today I plan on trying out my pass cal had given me.

That day cal and I had a mini date walking around a mall in Miami and basically everything I looked at he bought. It was ridiculous how much he spent. "It's okay Joshy I spend this much a day normally anyways" insisted Calum. "How can you afford this? Cal look, this last buy was $300. I feel like I am talking advantage of you." I shrugged.

"It's fine Joshy, I could wipe my butt with $100 bills and still have more than I know what to do with. It's okay, I like spoiling you. You deserve the world." Said Calum as he hugged me. He almost dropped one of the bags he insisted on carrying.

I swear this boy never lets me do anything myself. But it's cute, and what can I say, I didn't buy the stuff so he can do whatever he wants with it. By the time Calum couldn't carry any more it was an hour till show time so we began our walk through the mall back to the bus. This mall was pretty empty, which was quite weird how no one had tweeted Cal's location or something. I guess there has been some rumors on who I was and how I was associated with Cal. So any time Cal and I are together out in public people try to get photos of us.

I think it's kind of weird that they want to know about me when I'm not even the talented one in the band. As we walked through the mall, the sweet aroma of the confectionery was overwhelming and Cal insisted we split a churro. So I went along with it. After paying Cal held it up to me as I took a bite, yeah I wasn't kidding when I said he's bad at hiding it.

As I took a bite I saw a flash out of the corner of my eye and saw a fan smiling, practically crying at the sight of him. She began asking questions and Cal tried to ask her to delete that picture be she kept recording everything he was doing. It made me sad to see my Cal frustrated. We both knew there was nothing he could do but ask. If he were to physically take it from her his carrier would be over.

Hearing his frustration building in the tone of his voice I grabbed his arm and hurried off through the emergency exit in the hallway. We basically ran out with the girl following us. Using that exit though set off an alarm and must have frightened the fan and she ran off. Once Cal and I got outside by that time he was starting to tear up, and I just hugged him. I texted Ash to tell him where we were.

He kept asking what was wrong but I couldn't explain over text... Once Ashton was able to meet up with us he saw how I was practically holding Cal as he sobbed into my chest. I simply rested my chin on his head and rubbed his back. "Everything is okay Cal, she's gone. Who cares if she got a few pictures." I said comforting Calum.

"It's not that, what do you think people are going to say? What parents are going to let their kids go to a gay punk rock concert?" Cried Calum.

Now I knew. He was gay. But that didn't match up with the girl in the photos. I was curious but now wasn't the time to talk about it. What was important was to get him on the bus and calm him down. He was still sobbing into my chest.

When Ashton caught up and asked what was wrong. I just motioned for him to quiet up and get the bus here. He understood and called the bus driver and told him to meet us here. Luke and Michael were still in the mall but at that time we were both just worried about Cal.