jax x f! reader

Chapter 10

A/N!!!! Sorry I haven't wrote in forever, I've been trying to keep my sanity as well as remember this exists in the first place. Also, ty to MythicBloom for their support through my story, as well as everyone else who has read it so far. I'm still trying to get more ideas, so any suggestions are completely welcome. Enjoy pls! And MythicBloom, ur comments are amazing btw. 72 words

Jax POV

I'm so tired. And I still don't know what that feeling was.. My face was... Hot? Well, of course it was, I'm always hot
*smug gacha face (iykyk)*
Anyways- I've got all you could want here all you could need here-
Why do I know that? Ain't that a refrence from the normal world a really long time after I got stuck here?

Caine POV

"My senses are tingling. SOMEONE'S BREAKING THE FOURTH WALL!!"
*sonic theme plays*
"Gotta go fast, gotta go fast, gotta go faster faster, faster faster faster-
Oh wait, I can just teleport. "

Jax POV

Now that that's over- JESUS-
"CAINE WHERE DID YOU COME FROM!?"
"YOU WERE BREAKING THE FORTH WALL!" Can you not yell annoying pair of dentures?
"Nuh-uh" hehe he'll never get a confession out of me
"Nuh-uh? What in the bamboozling cheese wedge do you mean "nuh-uh"?"
I thought you were cursing now, Caine
"Exactly that, Nuh-uh. I didn't do anything"
"Jax I know it was you, my AI senses tingled!"
He really thinks that'll work?
"You have no proof, Toothy boy"

Caine POV

Toothy boy? Really?
"Bubble"
"Yes boss?" I forgot how annoying this thing was-
"Interrogate"
"Okay!"
I'm out I'm not witnessing this again
*gone*

Jax POV

Interrogate? What does he mean "interrogate?" Eh. I'll just give it food. Specifically the bread bites I stole from Caine. "Here, go bother Pomni"
"Okay!"
Now that that's gone, back to my thoughts about N/N.. That sounded wrong. But back to my point. I felt different when she laughed like that. Maybe we should do more pranks. I don't entirely hate that feeling.. What am I thinking? She's just a friend.
She's starting her next song. I'll keep yapping in my head later

Y/N POV

Now that that's over. I'mma try singing some random melody I still kinda remember from human days. How did it go..? Oh yeah. *clap clap* IT'S BEEN SO LONG-

Pomni POV

Why is there a purple man in the tent!? Where did he come from!? HOW DID HE GET A KNIFE!?? "RAGATHA HELP ME!"

Jax POV

Why is one of the newbies screaming? Oh well, who cares.

Y/N POV

Let's get this started. I kinda wanna do a different song for once. (TRIGGER WARNING, MENTION OF ADD!CT!ON AND P!LLS)
Let's get the guitar and set up the microphone.. Okay. "In the woods, I met a man. Old as oak and staff in hand. Sunken eyes, but gentle smile. We sat down and talked a while. And he said " I could see it in your eyes, you've been hurt a couple times. I've got the perfect antidote to cure a heart of stone.""

Jax POV

This one's different from her normal ones... I wonder why. Her voice is still good though.. Why am I thinking like this? Eh, I'll figure it out after, I don't wanna miss the song

Y/N POV

"Tiny red pills in a big blue bottle, he put them right in my hand. Said "this stuff can do wonders, take you to Nirvana, make you a better man". I should've known something was amiss when I saw his smile turn to a grin, but, then as he left me there, so perplexed, he turned and said~ "one to numb the hurt, two to ease the pain, three to clear your mind, forget all the hate. Take as I advise, not more than prescribed. Seven weeks ahead, you'll be fine again." One to numb the hurt, two to ease the pain, three to clear your mind, forget all the hate? Take as I advise, not more than prescribed, seven weeks ahead, you'll be fine again.. So I went home, my heart confused. Didn't know just what to do. Popped the cap and took a dose, after all, what could I lose? And then I touched the clouds and bathed in sky, a magic broom, a carpet ride. Before I fell and woke in bed, try to repeat the words he said. "One to numb the hurt, two to ease the pain, three to clear my mind, forget all the hate. "What did he say next? I forget the rest. But several weeks ahead, I'll be fine again. "One to numb the hurt, two to ease the pain, three to clear my mind, four-get all the hate. Five could never hurt, Just to calm my nerves. Several weeks ahead, I'll be fine again~"

I don't know why I feel connected to this song, but I do.. (Future lore hints lol)

"Tiny red pills in a big blue bottle, wish I had the strength back then. Need to get a refill,  chase away the evil, all the whispers in my head. But I can't find the man, I knocked on his door, his neighbors say no one lived there before, so, now all my day is just blur in a haze, and it goes like this~ . Seven days it's been, here we go again~ one to stop the chills, two ease the pain, three to wash my guilt, forget all my shame. Five can never hurt, Six couldn't be worse. Seven days it's been, here we go again~
To stop the pain, forget my shame~
One. Two.. Three... Four.... Five..... Six......"

Geez, that took a lot. I'mma go to sleep..

Jax POV

Damn.. That was pretty good honesty, even though it's kinda depressing.. She sang like she had gone through it, but there's no way.. Even if she did, she wouldn't remember after coming here. I'm overthinking it, I'mma just go to bed.

A/N

Ik I haven't posted in forever, so I figured I'd make this one kinda long. Yes I did refrences and other stuff in this one, I wanted to make it kinda funny. The song I used is Six Pills by Rosendale, I'll put it at the top as well. Have a good day/night/afternoon!!