Love of my life//JS

33.

May 5th, 2023 9:55AM.

Today was the day we had decided to do our gender reveal. I had wanted to do it as soon as possible because I didn't wanna wait. Jacob also wanted Grayson with us and I fully agreed with that.

As of now, we have about 30+ coming. Our friends, family, childhood friends from school. Whitney, Kiersten, Tyler, Christen, Sophie, Bry, Trevon, Caden and the list goes on.

I woke up feeling excited but also nervous. Today was it. We would find out what we would be having in a couple short months. I really want a baby girl. So badly. But I'll be happy with whatever it will be.

Grayson was in the bed with us this morning. He was starting to slowly wake up. His eyes still slightly closed from the bright sun peeking through the blinds. He looks up at me as I was sitting up rubbing my stomach and climbs over into my lap and lays his head on my stomach instantly making my heart melt.

"Awe, hi buddy." I whispered softly carefully not to wake Jacob up letting him sleep a little longer. I run my hand gently down Grayson's back as he snuggles his head deeper into my stomach. I lean down kissing the top of his head. "Good morning little man." I said softly as he lifts his head smiling at me.

"Let's wake daddy up." I said as he looks over at Jacob and smiles at the sight of his daddy making me smile. He crawls over to his back and gently kisses Jacob's cheek.

Jacob's eyes slightly open due to the sun shining more brighter than a few minutes ago. He rubs his eyes fully open seeing both of us smiling at him. Grayson making granny hands down at him as he chuckles. "Good morning baby boy." He says sitting up leaning his back against the headboard and kissing Grayson's head.

"Good morning my love." He says leaning over gently kissing my cheek. I smile over at him as Grayson leans on his stomach as Jacob smiles pulling them closer together.

"Good morning handsome." I said as I get out of bed and open the door letting the dogs out of the cage. "It's the day." I said smiling so big as he chuckles.

"Yes it is. Today's the day you find out if you're having a little sister or little brother bubba." Jacob says as Grayson looks else where but the little smile on his lips is enough to make us chuckle at him.

"Im really hoping for a girl." I said as I give Finley and Bleu food and water for the first part of the day. He nods agreeing with me.

"I really do too, but I will be happy either way. Just as long as we get a healthy and happy baby in the end." He says as I nod along with every word.

"I have no idea what I could wear." I said as I walk into our closet and start looking through clothes. Jacob gets up stretching carefully not to hurt Grayson.

"Im wearing some jeans, a long sleeve white shirt and some nice Jordan's" He says running his fingers through his morning bed hair.

"Im thinking about wearing this." I said pulling out a white outfit. It was a top laced across the stomach and white jeans with some sandals. Jacob smiles looking at it.

"You will look so beautiful." He says causing me to blush, he chuckles seeing me blush. "You're blushing." He adds in amusement.

"You make me. I can't help it." I said covering my face jokingly as I walk into the bathroom getting my hair done. I pull out my curling iron, and my makeup bag.

I decided on doing some light makeup adding a little bit of pink lipgloss for me wanting a little baby girl. I did my hair and pulled a little back into a pony, pulling two hairs from the front.

I looked at myself in the mirror smiling. For the first time since becoming pregnant, I finally felt confident and beautiful. Jacob came in and looked me up and down, Grayson was in his high chair in the bedroom where he could see us. I smiled up at him watching him check me out.