Totally Broken

Chapter 9: Talk to him

~One Week Later~

Uhh, your boyfriend don't like me, I can't blame him

But why he tryna be just like me? It's kinda lame huh?

Huh, I don't wanna be your man, girl I'm just bein' honest

But what'chu got in your pants, got the whole club like damn

Booty big enough, booty big enough (your booty, your booty)

Your booty big enough to put a red cup on it

Booty big enough, booty big enough (your booty, your booty)

Your booty big enough to put a red cup, cup, cup

It was Sunday and I had my music blasting as I was cleaning up my house. Lately things have been okay. The usual with the Swag Crew happens but I do my best to ignore it. My dad and I talk everyday and I couldn't be happier. I still have my moments where I get depressed because of my mom and being bullied at school but I do my best and push through.

After I finished cleaning I walked into my room and took a nice hot shower. Right before I got in the shower I looked at the clock and saw it was 1:30, Jayceon would be here at 2:30 so I jumped in the shower. I grabbed my Japanese Bloom body wash and washed my body twice before I got out and dried off.

I walked into my closet and grabbed my dark blue denim jean, my black tupac and biggie t-shirt and my all white chucks.

I put my clothes on my bed and grabbed my Victoria Secret black lace bra and panty set and put it on my bed as well.

Once I had everything on my bed I grabbed my lotion because I do not want to be ashy. After I became ash free I got dressed, I looked in the mirror and smiled at first then shook my head because my face was dirty...oooo can't have that.

I walked back into my bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth and put my hair in a high ponytail and walked out to the living room.

I pushed the thoughts that were running through my head away as I heard a knock at the door. I took a deep breath and walked to my door, I took another deep breath and opened the door.

I looked up and saw Jayceon standing there with a black snapback on, a black t-shirt with the word "SWAG" in bold red letters and a pair of true religion jeans and a pair of black air force ones.

I looked him up and down one more time before I looked into his eyes, I have to admit that he has really beautiful brown eyes that any girl can lost in. I snapped out of my trance and moved back from the door so he could walk inside.

As he walked passed me I took another deep breath in hopes that all goes well today. I closed and locked the door and headed to the living room where Jayceon was seated.

"Hey Jayceon." I said when I finally took a seat with my computer.

"Hey Yasmin, how are you?"

"Good and yourself." I replied with a small smile.

"The same, so ummm where do you want to start?" He asked as he took out his notes from the movie.

I took a second and actually thought about the question when angie's voice popped into my head. (Talk to him, like actually talk to him.) I shook my head at what I could hear her saying and kept thinking.

"Well the presentation is tomorrow so I say we start with the power-point." I said as I opened up the power-point on my computer.

"Sounds like a plan." Jayceon said as he clapped his hand together.