Telling Kevin

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Avi's pov:

Okay so it's time to ask my brother Kevin for his advice and opinion on what to do about it. I'm exited but also very nervous. Exited about finally getting it off my chest and nervous about that he thinks and how he will react.
I was going to ask Scott for help but he's too close to Mitch and I'll be afraid if he told Mitch cuz they don't keep secrets.
Righty. So I better tell him now or I'll end up whimping out of it. And since it's only me and Kevin at the front of the buss, I'm going to tell him. 

Avi: hey kevo? Can I talk to you for a moment, if that's okay?
I say with hope I my voice.

Kevin: sure man, what's up?
Avi: well I've got something I need to get off my chest cuz I can't keep it inside anymore and I'll need your advice. Is that okk?
Kevin: sure buddy, just tell me what's bothering you and I'll do my best to help you. Okay?
Avi: yeahh thank you kevo. Okay so I like someone, I have for a long time now. But it felt strange at first but now it just feel natural. I've come across these feelings for a guy and I spent a while figuring myself out and I've come to my conclusion that I'm gay.

I look down at my hands as I say the last two words quieter than the rest. I sped through my words hoping they made sense and Kevin would be able to help me.
I finally decide to look back up at Kevin's and he looked generally happy with a huge smile on his face. Okay that's made me feels lot better about this.
Kevin: bro I'm soo proud that you were brave enough to come to me and tell me what you've kept locked inside you for a long time.
Kevin said as he embraced me in a huge 'bro hug' and I hugged him back and thanked him.
Right now for the harder part....

Kevin: okay so who is this lucky guy then? Kevin asked smiling widely.
Avi: well it's kinda complicated cuz we're all very close to him and I don't think he likes me back and it's sucks!

I say as I'm about to burst in to tears. Kevin hugs me again and says..

Kevin: bro it's okay, who ever it is we can sort something out and I'll help you figure out what you want to do about it okay?
Kevin said calmly and kind of soothing my emotions. I'm glad I decided to speak to Kevin.

Avi: okay, it's Mitch... But please don't say anything. please? I would die if he found out. He would probably hate me.
I say frowning a bit.

Kevin: aww avi, I'm sure Mitch wouldn't mind, and I'm sure he'll be flattered if anything. Cuz you know how that sassy queen is, you'll be okay. I think you should tell the rest of the band about you being attracted to men, I'm sure they'll be totally supportive. And I also think you should tell Mitch about your feelings but only in your own time.

Kevin Is the literally most understanding person in the fricking wold! He also gives the best advice and it really helped me come to terms on what to do.

Avi: thank you some much kev! I literally could not cope with out you! Love you bro!
Kevin: ahah no problem, I'm happy to help when ever and love you too bro!
Avi: ahah thank you, now I'm gonna go get some rest before the show and prepare how I'm going to tell the rest of the group tomorrow...
Kevin: yeahh I'm going to get some rest too aha, and like I said just don't worry about telling them tomorrow It'll be fine. 
I just smiled at him in reply, kevin is like the best guy in the world.... Other than Mitch of corse, okay i need rest like the rest of us.
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Hey queens!
They have both told the truth!! Whoop next chapter is the concert they'll be doing.
Toodles 😘😂

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