Zariah's POV
Saturday -February 17, 2024
I sat on my bed staring at him. He came to my house a hour ago and I was going to tell him to go but he looked weird... like something was on his mind.
"Tray are you going to say something?" I asked with a frown.
He sighed and got up and walked over to me before hugging me. I hugged him back and rubbed his back.
"A true nuff tings deh pan mi mind right now b."
"Oh yo wah talk bout it?" I asked and moved to look at him.
"No mi cah tell yo." My brows furrowed at his statement.
"But yo know wah yo can doh fi help mi?"
"Wah?" I asked.
"Gimme some front." He looked in my eyes smiling.
"Tray..." I frowned
He kissed me and I kissed him back. I don't want to do it but I felt like I needed to. He is my boyfriend and he's obviously going through something, and what kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn't help him..?
Him even consider yo him girlfriend?
I sighed and pulled away when he started taking off my top.
"A wah?" He asked and I shrugged.
"Mi nuh ready yet.." I said and he hissed.
"Zara mi love yo eno? Please bro."
Before I could say anything his lips connected to mines again. He wrapped his hand around my neck limiting my movements.
He started kissing my neck after removing my top and I didn't know what to do.
"Tray stop.."
He continued kissing my neck and then started going down until he reached my breast. He started sucking on it and I tried pushing him away.
"Tray stop nuh!" I shouted.
"Breeda relax nuh." He whispered in my ear.
I pushed him as hard as I could and he finally budged. He looked at me with tears in his eyes and I stared at him confused.
"Why are you crying?" I asked and he moved towards me causing me to flinch.
"Zara.. mi feel like aguh dead."
"Why.. are you sick?"
"No mi just doh sumn really bad." He sighed.
"Wah yo doh?" I asked confused.
"Mi kill somebody." I waited for him to say more but he didn't.
"Nuh you inna one gang suh how that an affect yo? Yo nuh kill people all the time?"
"Yea but this time mi kill somebody who mi never did think mi woulda affi kill." He said and I pulled on back my shirt.
"Who?" I asked worried.
"Mi cah tell yo yet." He said staring at nothing in particular.
I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.
"It aguh be alright Tray." I said to comfort him even though I knew nothing about the gang world.
He laughed and shook his head.
"Mi aguh tell.." he said and stopped.
"Tell who?"
"Landon." He said and closed his eyes.
