I Couldn't Care Less

The Emotions

Idiot. Idiot. Why did I do that? I kissed him! Now it's going to be super awkward between us!

"AAAAAAHHHHHHH," Sehun screamed in frustration as he swung high in the air.

Having nowhere else to run to, he came to the empty playground and sat on a swing, hoping to clear his head, but failing miserably - he was still thinking about the kiss.

About Luhan.

About Luhan's lips.

Lips that perfectly blended into his....

"AIIISSHHH!!!" Sehun screamed again, ignoring the barking of the neighborhood dogs.

I should have controlled myself! Why did I attack him like that!?! I've always had great control, what changed?! Sehun pointlessly asked himself. He already knew the answer.

He had always been the type of person that has full control of his emotions, but having Luhan so freaking close to him threw that trait out the window.

Control was no longer an option. He could no longer resist.

Actually, it was a miracle that all he did was kiss the older boy. It could have gotten far more steamy.

"ARGGHHH." Sehun groaned loudly. Snap out of it!

He abruptly stopped swinging. His index finger start to trace his lips on its own accord.

Sehun could feel a lingering warm tingly feeling, similar to when Luhan's lips were on his, but not as strong or as warm.

Snap out of it! Sehun shook his head and started to swing high in the air again. The nighttime breeze gently blowing against his hair, cooling his body.

There's nothing I can do to fix this. It already happened. I kissed Luhan and –

Sehun screeched to a halt, feet firmly down on the ground again. His face contorted in deep thought.

Wait.....why didn't he push me away?

Now that Sehun thought about it, he doesn't recall the older boy resisting his sudden attack on the boy's lips. Could he have been too preoccupied with tasting those pretty plump lips to notice any sign of resistance? Did Luhan resist? Or did he –

Sehun ruffled his hair. Aishh!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sehun reads the text from Suho, asking him where he was and that he needed to get back home. He groaned. His hyung has no idea how horrified he is at the thought of returning home to face his roommate. With no other choice, however, he begrudgingly walked back to the house.

After taking a considerably long time in the bathroom getting ready for bed, Sehun sighed and opened the door. Luhan, who was lying under the covers, suddenly popped his head up at the sound of the door opening. They locked eyes, but neither of them said anything.

Sehun cleared his throat and scuttled into bed, ignoring Luhan's questioning gaze.

He turned to the side, praying that Luhan won't ask him anything.

"Sehun-ah?"

Dammit.

Sehun flopped on his back, deciding that his roommate at least deserves an explanation.

"About earlier when I...w-when I..." He started, not realizing how hard it was to openly admit what he did.

"When you kissed me," Luhan completed. Sehun's toes curled at the way Luhan said that.