Requested by:Beanbagferret429
~⚠️‼️WARNING‼️⚠️:Mentions of SH(Self harm)and some other things I'm way to lazy to list- so if you're sensitive of these topic or don't want to read about this skip this chapter please and thank you now enjoy!~
No ones POV:*Over the course of the next few days eclipse seemed...off well to ruin anyways,eclipse wore bagger clothes than usual,talked less,and kind of ignored everyone including ruin,Of course the change in mood worried ruin but anytime he would try to ask eclipse about it eclipse would scoff or brush it off and stay in his room,ruin started getting worried for his lover but eclipse wouldn't tell him anything, after a few days he overheard eclipse in the restroom talking about himself but not in a good way...and looking at himself in the mirror*
Eclipse:"I need to stop eating I look..weird, but I know ruin wouldn't let me skip meals..ugh god what do I do..."
*As eclipse said this ruin started getting worried, then he noticed some marks on eclipse body he looked more into the restroom and saw eclipse had cuts on his arms and body some old but some fresh..He was instantly worried for his boyfriend and decided to do something about it before eclipse does anything worse to himself*
Ruins POV:
*I decided I was gonna help eclipse weather he liked it or not, I stayed in the room acting like I didn't hear eclipse in the restroom and waited for him to leave the restroom, after a while I saw eclipse leave the restroom and patted the spot next to me signing him to lay with me, once he did I wrapped my arms around his waist pulling him into my lap then nuzzling his neck affectionately, This caused him to blush*
Eclipse:"R-Ruin what are you doing..?"
Ruin:"Nothing just cuddles~"
*eclipse just let me cuddle him I then put my hands under his shirt and felt around his body(This is gonna be body worshiping btw I'm not writing smut in this chapter bc I want some fluff instead :]) after feeling around his body a bit I placed soft kisses against his neck lovingly as eclipse blushed more and more but I knew he enjoyed this so I kept going after a while eclipse spoke up*
Eclipse:"Ruin I know your doing this for a reason and not just to be lovey Dovey so what's the reason.."
Ruin:"Well I heard you in the restroom and I thought maybe this could help you feel better about yourself.."
Eclipse:"W-Wait you heard that..?"
*I nodded my head and saw eclipse burry his head in my neck, then I started patting his head gently*
Ruin:"look I don't want you to think of yourself in a bad way darling.."
Eclipse POV:
*As I heard that ruin heard me I felt like curling up and dying because I felt I was pushing my own insecurities and problems onto ruin and I don't want to do that..then I heard ruin speak again*
Ruin:"Look I don't want you to think of yourself in a bad way darling.."
*I don't respond and just burry my face deeper into his neck mumbling something he can't hear but he just pets my head gently and it actually kind of makes me feel better, ruins touch always felt nice it was gentle compared to...(heheheh we getting some eclipse lore this chapter>:>)
Actually....I don't want to think about it...I just melt into ruins touch it felt as if I needed his touch i kind of..Craved it, I started falling asleep and pulled the blankets over us getting comfy before dozing off*
No Ones POV:
*Ruin saw eclipse fall asleep and decided to put eclipse in comfier clothes and changed him to one of ruins own shirts that was kinda big on him and some shorts before getting him and eclipse comfy in the bed pulling the blankets over the two and stays up petting eclipse for the rest of the day*
Total worlds:751~💫🌟
Sorry this isn't very long but the next chapter will be fairly longer and I'm going to be giving these two a.. DRUM ROLL PLEASE 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁
A CHILD also it will me a oc I made so please respect that this story is in MY au and I can choose what I want in it so please reaspect that ok! Anyways bye my stars!💫
