Dramatics (Black Butler Actor AU)

Chapter 18

You sit on the couch, head phones [your favourite song] blocking out the noise of the others which wasn't much since Alois and Ciel were off learning their scripts. As you fast approached episode 9 your appearances became less and less. You didn't really mind, gave you quiet time and time to catch up at what your supposed to be learning in school. You get a text from Nagi.
Nagi: OMG THEY ARE REMAKING FREE!
Remaking it how? Are they going to all be runners or some weird stuff like that?
You: ?
Nagi: new script. They call it dubbing!
You: That sounds just wrong!
Nagi: i know but good part is i get to spend more time with rei <3
You: OMG! I MOTHER FUCKING KNEW IT
Nagi: wut? 0//.\\0
You: Why didn't you tell me sooner?
Nagi: didn't see the right time in the mist of all this drama to tell you I'm gay
You: Well I'm proud of you <3

You were too busy to notice the pale blonde guy walk in. You only begin to notice when he sits down beside you.
"Oh hey, Alois!" you smile looking up at him. Once you see his shirt you burst out laughing. He was wearing his 'gay pride' shirt.
"Why are you wearing that awful shirt Lizzie made you?"
"I ran out of clean shirts and I'm really not bothered to do laundry," he replies.
"Oh no! I am not doing your laundry, I'm already on a deal with Finny."
"Y/N, I wasn't asking you to do my laundry."
"If that's not it what is?"
"Is it wrong that I wanted to hang out with my friend?"
"Sorry, I just thought there might be a catch."
"No catch, just me," he laughs. For some reason things seem a little off with him you just can't pin point it. He seemed to be holding something off.
"Hey, Alois, are you okay?" You ask him.
"Uh, yeah I am one hundred percent fine, not a bother on me." You just stare at him. He was acting out of character. *More than he normally is in this story* You continue to stare at him hoping your intense glaring will brake him down. You see his cool façade begin to crumble so you keep on staring.
"Okay! Okay! I'm not fine. I uh, have told you this before and I'm sure I'll tell you again but I kind of really like you and so does Ciel. I feel like it is a battle that I am going to lose no matter what I do because you and Ciel look like it is effortless but regardless I keep trying and maybe I'm just getting in the way and if I am you can tell me to go away and I will. Before I do I gotta do this," he finishes rambling and starts to move closer. As he moves you hear footsteps coming closer. Alois doesn't seem to notice or care and kisses you. You don't know how to react so you just sit there awkwardly. The foot steps get louder until finally the owner is in the same room as you.
"Has anyone seen th-" Ciel calls but then he suddenly stops as does Alois. What is going on?
You turn around to face Ciel. He looks at your face searching for something after not finding it he turns and leaves quickly. You hear the door slam and you feel a drop in your chest. You hurt him. You didn't mean for this to happen. Shit. You feel awful. Soon your remorse turns to anger.
"Alois, you evil cunt!" you shout at him.
"Woah! Calm down! Yeah I feel pretty bad Ciel had to see that, heck I feel a lot worse than bad but are you honestly going to say you regret all of that?" he asks making you think about did you really regret it? Yeah! Well not really. Well kind of. Your thoughts will be your noose. Why can't everything be black and white? You sigh.
"I'm sorry for calling you an evil cunt and as for the other thing, I don't know. I'm confused right now," you admit.
Your life is about to come falling down you can feel it.