Ciel decided to ignore you after yesterday and speaking really formally. You'd confront Ciel about this but you can't seem to pluck up the courage. You know your being stupid but what are you suppose to say? Oh hello Ciel, sorry you saw Alois kissing me I hope you stop acting like a five year old and decide to treat me like a normal human again. You knew your temper would get the best of you and you'd snap something like that at him.
You know what? This isn't your fault! You are going to confront Ciel! You head towards Ciel and Alois' room, ignoring the stares from Finny and Lizzie. You knock on the door and Ciel answers the door.
"Oh afternoon Y/N, you must be here for Alois, shall I call him?" Call him? Their room isn't that big!
"No thank you, I'm actually here to talk to you," Might as well try to be civil.
He motions for you to enter his room. You do so while eyeing Alois hoping he gets the message to leave.
"Woah, would you look at the time, I gotta go be fabulous else where," Alois can be incredibly dumb but he can take a hint. Ciel makes a hand to grab the back of his shirt but he is gone. And just like that the awkwardness hits you like a truck. You sand there shuffling your feet bracing yourself.
"So you wanted to talk?" Ciel asks not making eye contact. Alright here goes nothing.
"Whyareyouignoringmeitwasn'tmyfault?"You say in one breath.
"Sorry didn't quite catch that," he says. Time to find some form of courage.
"Why. Are. You. Ignoring. Me." you say pronouncing each word with a certain sharpness to them.
"I am not ignoring you, we are talking right now aren't we? And if I was ignoring you I'm sure I have really good reason that we both would know," he says acting like a five year old, a smart five year old but a five year old none the less.
"If you're annoyed because Alois kissed me and you didn't..." you don't bother continue the sentence because you both knew you had hit the problem right on the head. The silence that followed was deafening. You feel yourself moving. What am I doing?! You're moving closer to Ciel. Y/N DON'T YOU DARE DO WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO! Despite your desperate attempts to abort this incredibly stupid idea you continue. HOE DON'T DO IT!
You are currently standing in Ciel and Alois' room kissing Ciel. Oh my god! You may or may not be currently screwing up your life, well fuck. You better stop before someone walks in and then you'll have a bigger mess on your hands. You move away.
"I...uh...better go," you squeak and run out the door. You head to your room gaining even more stares from Finny, Lizzie and this time Alois. Once you reach your room you clamber up to your bed and hide in your sheets.
A few minutes full of self pitting later Finny enters the room. *6kay time I tag the p9ssi6le triggers, this may 6e triggering t9 asexuals or ar9manics and als9 menti9ns slurs that s9me c9uld find triggering if y9u d9 ch9se t9 skip this paragraph d9n't w9rry I shall sum it up a 6it m9re kindly at the end*
"Hey Y/N, what's up?" Finny asks. You just ignore him and roll over as he stands be side you.
"I can't help if you don't tell me," he says poking your side through the duvet.
"I kissed Ciel and yesterday I kissed Alois yesterday," you mumble. You know Finny heard you because he is used to your mumbling.
"And?" he asks expecting there is more to the statement.
"And I feel like a filthy whore!" you snap. You can tell Finny is taken back. You probably shouldn't have said that but you just can't help yourself at this stage.
"Woah okay, I see it is that time of the month! Calm your tits and eat some chocolate," Finny laughs.
"You don't understand!" You are beginning to sound really mean but you can't stop.
"Yeah, I guess you're right I'm not a woma-" Finny tries to make light of the situation but you cut him off.
"You don't understand, you wouldn't, would you, you prude?" Y/N you're being a bitch stop! You warn yourself but sadly you don't stop.
"Prude? Oh you mean the asexual thing. You're behind you're game today Y/N I've been called that quiet a few times."
"Yeah about that, isn't that just you're attention game?" you ask even though you know it isn't.
"You know what? Fuck you! I'm tired of your shit! You know that is a sensitive topic! I'm sick of it always being about you! There is more to the world than your pathetic problems that absolutely no one cares about! Fuck you and your useless garbage!" And with that statement that stung a lot more than any bee or wasp could. You had just lost your best friend.
*A kinder summery: you fought with Finny and now you guys aren't friends (Realizing how much you can drag on a scenario)*
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Dramatics (Black Butler Actor AU)
ФанфикCiel x Reader x Alois You were really exited to film Black Butler 2. It had been a year since you had seen everyone except Finny. New season. New drama. New people /)_- that was absolutely terrible (I wrote this on Quotev, so I decided I'd move it...
