Thug Love 2: Riding For You

Let's Go See A Counselor

Keisha was getting ready to go to her appointment to see Marcella. She really didn't want to go, but she wanted a new life for herself. She tired of living in the past. She wanted to be able to love someone, without worrying about them hurting her, or using her.

She called SaMiyah.

Hello.

Hey girl, I was wondering what time was my appointment?

Oh its at 2.

Keisha looked at her watch. It was now 12:30.

Okay, well do you want to grab lunch at Applebee's. A bitch hungry right about now.

SaMiyah laughed.

Girl you a trip, but Ill be there in a minute.

Okay.

Keisha hung up her phone and went to finish getting ready.

Fifteen minutes later, SaMiyah arrived

(Skipping to Keisha appointment)

"Man shit , I don't think I can do this." Keisha said pacing the waiting room.

People was looking at her like she was crazy.

"Keesh yes you can, I'm right here with you." SaMiyah said , looking at her friend, paced the floor.

Ten minutes later Marcella came in and got Keisha. SaMiyah went in with her.

They were in Marcella office. It was set up with a tape recorder. Marcella sat behind her desk with a note book and a pen. She was ready for Keisha to chase away these demons she have eating at her , ruining her life. She would not let that happen to Keisha. Keisha have so much to live for.

"Okay Keisha, we are first going to start with you, telling me your name, and why you are here." Marcella said grabbing the tape recorder, pressing the record button.

"But you already know my name and why I'm here." Keisha looked confused.

"Just do it please."

"Okay okay, well my name is Keisha Thomson , and I'm here, because I want to know why bad luck always happening to me." Keisha said quietly.

SaMiyah hold Keisha hand.

"Okay Keisha good, now that we have that out the way, lets start from the beginning. Why was you place in the Mental hospital at the age of 13?"

"I don't know." Keisha shrugged her shoulders.

"Keisha yes you do. Do I need to bring Kiana back?"

"That's not me no more. I changed my name, when I was eighteen."

"Okay I know that, I want to know why was you placed in the Mental hospital."

"I said I don't know!" Keisha yelled.

"Keisha calm down." SaMiyah said.

"She's fine, Miyah. She needs to get this out."

"Keisha or should I say Kiana." Marcella snapped her fingers. That caused Keisha to let go of SaMiyah hand to dropped to floor, and hold her knees in her hands.

"Why was you in the Mental hospital Kiana?"

Kiana(Keisha) is now back to the little girl she was when her father(Kevin) raped her. Everything coming out.

"I killed my parents." Kiana(Keisha) said tears rolling down her face.

"Why did you kill your parents?"

"Be- -because my father raped me and my mother just stood there and let him raped me. He yelled at me and he was looking at me with lust in his eyes. His private part was huge. When he got on top of me, I just cried my eyes out wanting it to be over. After he was done, he spit in my face and called me a nasty whore."

SaMiyah wanted to say something so bad, but Marcella put her finger to her mouth. SaMiyah just sat there and cried for her friend. This was just some sick ass shit man.

"What happened after that Kiana?"

"I stayed awake waiting for my parents to go to sleep so I can kill them. I went into the kitchen to pull out the biggest knife I can , I walked into their room. I walked over to my mother side of the bed and stabbed her in the stomach. She looked up at me and said "Kiana why?" I pulled the knife back out, repeatly stabbed her in her stomach. Until she took her last breath staring up at me. I then walked around the side of the bed my dad sleep at. I looked down at him sleeping and just sliced his neck." Kiana said crying.

Okay you guys Keisha is about to snap out of it and ...........

"Omg omg omg!!!!!! I killed my parents, I killed my fucking parents!!! Miyah I killed my parents!" Keisha cried. She can't believe she killed her own flesh and blood.

"Why did you kill your parents Keisha?" Marcella asked Keisha wiping her tears with her hands. Keisha is now facing all her demons.

"My bitch ass daddy raped me, what the fuck man. Why he do that? My own fucking mother didn't do shit to help me. Why Marcella why?" Keisha cried, her heart was broken . Her parents were dead because of her. Now she have to live with that guilt for the rest of her life. Damn why her man? Why her life is so fuck up?

"I don't deserve to live no more."

"NOOOOOOOO!!!!" Marcella and SaMiyah said at the same time. No, shit this wasn't supposed to happen. Keisha wasn't supposed to be blaming her self.

Damn it , this shit is all fucking wrong. Marcella thought. She never thought Keisha would say that. How do she fix this? Shit fuck! That's how one of her last client committed suicide. Marcella stopped the tape.

She walked over to Keisha and hugged her close to her and let her cry in her arms. She cried with her.

"Marcella I'm a fucked up person. I see why I need them crazy pills. I killed my fucking parents. I'm a fucking murderer. I killed the two people that gave me life. Omg." Keisha scream.

This whole session is fucking up. It seem like Keisha don't see the big picture. She's stuck on her killing her parents. Its like she don't want to face the fact that her father raped her. Why is that part keep blocking out?

I killed my fucking parents. I'm going to kill myself tonight. I don't deserve to live anymore. Why must I kill my parents...............

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!!!

(A/N WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK? FIND OUT WHAT HAPPEN NEXT IN PART 2 OF THE SESSION.

DO ME A FAVOR THO, I NEED YOU GUYS TO GO CHECK OUT TWO BOOKS FOR ME
Unrequited Love by ___lelee

&&

That Young Love by briiannamarie

Thanks so much❤❤❤❤ you guys going to enjoy them.)