Thug Love 2: Riding For You

Let's Go See A Counselor

Part2

I killed my fucking parents. I'm going to kill myself tonight. I don't deserve to live anymore. Why must I kill my parents? Keisha thought in her head.

"Keisha snap out of it." Marcella snapped her finger.

"My father a fucking rapist. Can't believe that motherfucka tried to take advantage of me and then spit in my fucking face. Yo mane that's not cool at all." Keisha shook her head. She's back and now she see's that she's not wrong for killing her parents.

Marcella let Keisha pull herself together for the next part of the session. She knew all about Keisha abortion and her abusive relationship with Roderick. What she wanted to know was why Keisha stayed with Roderick all those years, knowing how he was when they both was in the Mental Hospital together.

"Man I'm hungry as hell man." Keisha said.

Yayyy she's back.

"Bitch we just ate not two hours ago." SaMiyah laughed.

Marcella laughed. Okay they need to speed things up.

"Okay Keisha , I'm going to take you back a few years back. When you and Roderick started back talking, after he broke out the Mental Hospital."

"Man do we have too?, Damn. I'm trying to get over that nigga. Shit, he's worst then my fucking father. You know this nigga had me sleeping out in the rain, when we get in an argument? Fuck Roderick!"

"Okay Keisha what I want to know is why you went back with him?. After knowing how he was and how he treated you while you two was in the Mental Hospital?"

"Because he told me, he will always be there for me. He taught me a lot of shit no one else did. He taught me how to love, myself, even when I hated my self. Even though, he used to beat my ass, every other day, he told me he will always love me and that it will never happen again. Roderick was my everything." Keisha smiled.

She thought back on the time when they both was in the Mental Hospital together and these two guys was messing with her........

Flashback Five

Kiana was sitting in her room, looking at Tv with Roderick. Well he was sleep and she was watching tv. When these two guys came in her room and turn her tv off. Kiana was 16 at the time. While Roderick was 13 his birthday was the next day. Even though Roderick was 13 he knew a lot of shit.

"Yo what the fuck, why the fuck y'all fucking with me?" Kiana yelled.

"Because we can killer." One of the boys said laughing.

"I am not a killer!" Kiana screamed.

"Yo man what the fuck? A nigga can't even sleep in fucking peace." Roderick woke up looking at Kiana like he wanted to slap her, until he saw the two boys in Kiana room. "What the fuck y'all want?" He looked confused.

"Listen here nut, we talking to Kiana not you, so watch it." The other boy pointed his finger at Roderick.

Why did he do that? Roderick got off the bed so fast, and bend the little boy hand back so far you could hear the bones cracking. The boy that turn off the tv tried pulled the boy hand away from Roderick, Roderick popped him in the nose.

"Get the fuck out here, before I kill y'all." Roderick shouted. They both left crying.

Kiana just laughed.

"Damn baby, you mean." She said.

"They messing with you,so they messing with me. I love you girl." Roderick kissed her, getting back in her bed.

"I love you too Roddy." Keisha said snuggling up with Roderick.

"Okay, shut up so, I can go to sleep."

"Okay, I'm not stopping you." Kiana rolled her eyes.

"Them same damn eyes you just rolled going to be on the fucking floor. Play with me if you want." He looked at her like he wanted to slap her. She know he don't play that bullshit.

"Sorry. Damn, go to sleep." She said. Turning her back on him. She know not to make him to argue, so she left him alone.

Keisha smiled to herself.

"Okay Keisha , tell me about the time, you found out you been pregnant with Roderick baby"

A sad expression came across Keisha face.

"Umm it was a little after Roderick break out the hospital. I was already out, working and I had me an apartment. He came to my job and I told him where I stayed at. One thing lead to another and we had sex unprotected. A month later I found out I was pregnant. I was going to tell Roderick, by then he was staying with me. Well before I could tell him. He jumped on me, because I didn't told him where I was going. So when I walked in the room he hit me in the back of my head." Keisha took a deep breath.

(A/N sorry for pausing this, but I'm about to do my last flash back)

Flashback Six

Kiana walked into her apartment she shared with her boyfriend Roderick. She was ready to share with him her good news. She just found out she was pregnant. She was so happy.

"Where the fuck you been?" Roderick asked her.

"I have news for you." She smiled walking in the room, away from Roderick. Only for him to punch her in the back of the head.

"Ouch shit man, that hurt like hell." Kiana cried.

"I asked yo hoe ass a question. Where the fuck you been?" He asked her pulling her hair.

"Roderick please let me go." Keisha tried freeing her hair from his grip.

Roderick let her go alright, he pushed her on the bed. She tried getting off, but he slapped her back onto to the bed. Keisha hold her cheek. Trying to break free from his grip around her neck. She kicked him in his knee. He loosing the grip then. She ran away from him, but not far. He grabbed her around her ankles, causing her to fall face first on the floor.

"Get back here, you bitch." Roderick yelled , standing up over Kiana. Kicking her every where on her body.

"Get up and clean your self up." Roderick said then walked out the house.

"So a week later I got an abortion, skip town and change my name." Keisha said smiling sadly.

"Do you regret aborting your baby?" Marcella asked her.

"Yes I do, but then again I don't. I didn't want nothing to do with Roderick, including the baby I was carrying."

"Okay Keisha that was a good session. We covered a lot today. What I need for you to do, is continue taking your pills and I want you back here next month. Good job on facing your demons baby girl. I'm proud of you." Marcella smiled.

"Thanks Doc. Now can I please get something to eat?" Keisha begged.

SaMiyah and Marcella laughed.

"Yes, come on, before you die of starvation." SaMiyah said getting up out her seat.

Keisha felt much better. It was like weight have been lifted off her chest. Next stop making things right with her man..