Why Me?// T.C. {COMPLETED}

19//"You'll always be our baby and we will always love you."

**3 months later**
Blake
So today Taylor, Jack and I are going to find out the gender of this baby growing inside me. Taylor hopes it's a girl. I hope it's another boy. Jack, we explained it to him on how he's going to have baby brother and honestly, he hasn't really been around, or talking to me or Taylor since then. The only time he'll talk is when we're either..having dinner, saying goodnight or asking how his day was at school. (He's in kindergarten)
"JACK LETS GO!" I yelled up the stairs. I heard him slam his toys down and he came stomping down the stairs. "What?" He sassed. "Excus-" I started but Taylor cut me off. "Do not talk to your mother that way! Got it?! If you ever talk to her like that again I swear to god I won't resist to hit a kid!" Taylor yelled in his face and he looked terrified. "TAYLOR!" I screamed and pushed out of the way and picked jack up while he cried I'm my shoulder. "Mommy, he's gonna hurt me!" Jack sobbed. I rubbed his back. "Shh Babyboy it's okay. I promise he won't." I cooed and he calmed down, a sob escape every so often. Taylor sighed and walked to the car. I grabbed Jack's blue iPod touch 5th generation and a couple of his trucks and walked out the door, locking and shutting it behind me. I walked to the back and set jack in his car seat and nickeled him. I got in the passenger side and looked at Taylor as he started to drive down the street. "Why did you coddle him like that?" He said quietly. "Because Tay, he's 5. And I know he's got an attitude and he disrespected me but you didn't have to scare him and yell. You could of handled it differently. You know, I've noticed that he's been distant to us lately, and I don't know why.." I trailed off. "I'm sorry.." Taylor replied as we parked. "I'm not the one you should be apologizing to.."
Taylor
Well now I feel bad. My own kid is afraid of me now. Blake is on the hospital bed, waiting for the nurse to come and he won't even sit with me! He's on the other side of her bed! What the hell?!
5 minutes later the nurse walked in.
"Okay Mrs.Caniff I'm just gonna put the gel on your stomach and we'll see the gender of your baby." The nurse said in a high squeaky voice. "Don't hurt my mommy!" Jack yelled and tugged the nurses jacket as she started to put the gel on Blake. The nurse looked down at him. "I'm not gonna sweetie, I'm just gonna find out what gender your baby sibling is." She explained sweetly. "DONT TALK ABOUT THAT!" Jack yelled and burst into tears and ran and jumped on my lap and cried in my chest. Blake looked at me and I just shrugged. "Okay forget it, can we just find the gender and get it over with." Blake spat. "Sure." The nurse rubbed the gel around on her stomach and the black and white picture popped on the screen. "Well it looks like your baby girl is doing very well." The nurse replied happily. A smile formed on Blake's face along with mine. "Thank you." Blake replied and got up.

**at home**
We got out of the car and jack walked right passed us and stomped in the house. We walked in with him. "We gotta know what's up..." Blake said.
"JACKSON TAYLOR CANIFF GET DOWN HERE!" Taylor yelled. "Don't you'll scare him again.." She whispered.
Jack came down. "Please don't hurt me.." He mumbled quietly. Tears formed in my eyes right away at the thought my own son is afraid I'm gonna hurt him. I ran my hand through my hair and sat on the couch, a few tears falling. "Baby, daddy would never hurt you. I promise. We just wanna talk to you. Okay?" Blake talked to him. He nodded. She whispered something in his ear and he walked over to me and climbed on my lap and wiped my tears and kissed my cheek and cuddled into my chest and clung to my shirt. "I'm sorry daddy." He whispered. "Aw Jacky..I promise I will never ever hurt you or your mother. Okay? I promise you." I replied, kissing him head. Blake sat down next to me. "Jack...why are you being so distant from us lately?.." Blake asked. Jack stared at her. "B-because...y-you guys are going to l-leave me soon.." He stuttered. "What?!" I exclaimed making him flinch. "Sorry." I wrapped my arms around him, safely. He didn't speak, he just pointed to Blake's pregnant stomach. "Wait, jack.." I started and sat him up so he looked at me. "You think...were gonna leave you for this new baby?" I asked him calmly. He nodded. "Jack, I promise you, that we'll never leave you. Yes, the baby may need a little more attention but still, we'll never leave you."
I said, kissing his forehead.
"B-but you'll cut me out and love her more." He sobbed.

"Jackson Taylor! I promise you, you will always be our first born child, you'll always be our baby boy. And we'll always, always love you."

Ughh I'm SOO tireddxdx but I can't sleep because, and you may not believe me, but I'm currently with Taylor caniff rn..I'm in his house, in his room watching tv with him. I'm screaming inside. Apparently my dad is doing some electrical job for his dad or something? Idfk  whatever. IM IN TAYLOR FUCKING MICHAEL CANIFF'S ROOM SOMEONE HELP I CANT BREATH!!!!! And I realized...he's laughing at me..because he's over my shoulder..OKAY BYEESSS✌️✌️