No one loves me and no one ever will. (Norman Reedus daughter)

16-hate

1 week later, Isabella's pov

Its been a week and a few days since I been in this place. Its weird. People smiling, being honest, positive, helping me. But I hate it here.
"Isabella?" Someone called.
I looked to see Miles. He's my friend here. The only one I like, as a friend of course.
"Hey Miles. What's up?"
"Bored."
"Same. You know what I thought?" I ask.
"Killing your self?"
I nod. He nods too then sighs
"I know try it once but please don't do it again. Let me see your wrist." He said.
I shack my head no. But he grabs it. I made more. He sighs. He throws my wrist. My eyes widened.
"Your my best friend Isabella. I can't lose you."
He reminds me of Faith. She said the same thing when I left. God I miss her. I slowly nod.

We lay there for a few minutes. Without talking. In tell he breaks the silence.
"I heard your dad coming." He said.
I shrug.
"Great. To be honest I don't want to see him."
He nods.
"I know. My parents are coming to see me. See how I'm doing."
I nod. Before I could say something someone knocked on my door. We sat up. We looked who it was and it's a nurse, my dad, Mingus and Beth. Damn it. I bit my lip. Miles looks at me.
"Miles please give Isabella some time with her family?" The nurse ask.
"Okay." He says.
Before he left he said something to me.
"Tell me how it goes." He whispers.
I nod then he leaves. They sat down in front of me. They didn't say a word yet. I stared at them. Not knowing what to say. My dad took a deep breath.
"So how is it here?" He ask.
I shrug.
"Okay." I say.
"Well we miss you Bella." Beth smiles.
I roll my eyes. I didn't really want to see my dad and Beth. I did want to see Mingus. See how Rose, Carson and the group is.
"Who's that boy?" Dad ask.
"Why do you care?" I ask.
Dad sighs. But like I care?
"I do. What's his name?"
"Miles. He's my best friend here. The only one I can talk to about my problems."
I look at Mingus. I can tell he doesn't know what to say to me. But I understand why he doesn't know what to say. Dad nods.
"Isabella!" Someone calls.
I look to see Miles. Smirking. I roll my eyes.
"What's up werido?" I smirk.
He rolled his eyes.
"Nothing. One of the nurse want to know what do you want to eat?" He ask.
"You know what I want."
"Yeah but they got something new."
"What's new?"
He shrugs.
"Dunno."
"Really?" I ask.
"So pizza it is then?" He grins.
"Yup."
He nods them leaves. I roll my eyes. Why does he tell me something new but he doesn't know what it is. Moron.
"He seems nice." Beth says.
He is. I nod.
"So I don't have to beat him up?" Mingus grined.
"No! He's very nice." I said.
Mingus smiles. I smile back.
"Bella...maybe you should stop talking to him." Dad says.
I glare at him.
"No." I said.
"Norman. Don't start this. We came to see her." Beth warned.
"Why? My fucking daughter turning not crazy. Watch I bet you she gonna fuck him soon." Dad scoffed.
My eyes go wide. Where did this come from? I'm only 13 turning 14 soon.
"Norman!" Beth yells.
Dad glares at Beth.
"Don't you see she getting better? So what she talking to a boy but did you hear what she said? "that's her best friend. " god why would you say that? She only 13." Beth tells him.
"Doesn't matter." He mumbled.
Then out of the blue. Miles came in. He smiles at me and gives me my food.
"Thanks Miles. Where's your food?" I ask.
"In my room. Just call me when your done then we could watch a little TV." He says.
I nod. He's such a good friend. I don't know what I do without him. I smile before he left. They stare at me.
"Your wrist? It got worse." Mingus says.
I pull my sleeve down. I look at them. My dad looks like he's gonna cry so does Mingus and Beth looks sad.
"Is this place even fucking making you feel better?!" Dad yells.
I shrug. It kinda does and kinda doesn't.
"Yeah kinda." I whisper.
He shacks his head.
"Then why is there more cuts?" Beth ask.
She ask really calmly. I sighed. I really didn't wan to talk about that. I shrug. Then I realize that don't get it. I didn't say anything.
"Your not even gonna fucking talk?!?" Dad yelled.
I snap.
"Get the fuck out of my room!! Do you really think I wanted to see you!?! No I didnt! Get out!!" I scream.
My dads eyes softened. I didn't care. I felt like I wanted to fight some body.
"Bella-" he says but I cut him off.
"Go. I don't want to see you anymore." I said.
"You don't mean that." Beth says.
Fuck why can't she just leave me alone?
"Don't come here. If you do, I'll tell the nurse I don't want to see you." I said.
My dad stromed out of the room.Beth ran after him. But Mingus didn't. He stayed. He's staring at me. I looked down.
"Beth and dad are fighting a lot more." Mingus says.
I give him a funny look like why?
"Why?" I ask.
"You. Dad really misses you. Beth, I'm not sure. I wish you could come home."
"To what? To hear dad and Beth fucking? Your not there sometime. To be lonely? No thanks."
He smirks. Then rolls his eyes.
"If you out hand phones on, you can hear them." He laughs.
I laugh too. What a weirdo. I roll my eyes. I miss Mingus.
"Your friend Faith, she been calling a lot. I told her what's happening. But I Skype her. She really pretty."
Mingus blushes. I laugh. He's face goes so red. I laugh harder.
"So you like my best friend? Eww!" I giggled.
"Okay, let's change the subject. Dad wants you home by your birthday." Mingus says.
I shrug.
"I don't think I could stay in New York anymore." I said.

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