No one loves me and no one ever will. (Norman Reedus daughter)

10-i just wanted to

Norman's POV

"No! This will never be my home! Mark right! I'll never be a Reedus!!!" She yells.
She runs to her room the slams the door. I feel so hurt. I hate my self even more. Beth and Mingus look at me in shocked. I sat down.
"Norman...she didn't mean that. She just mad." Beth sighs.
"But...why would she say that? Was it that bad that we ye know did it?" I ask.
"Dad, it was kinda bad. Just give her time. I'm going to my room." Mingus says and walks aways.
It's just me and Beth know. I'm still piss at her for getting drunk, not waking them up for school, making them take a cab.
"I know your still piss at me. But I'm sorry. I was just so sad and mad." Beth sighs.
But I do love her. Bella would be mad but I love her.
"Beth, I love you." I say.
She looks at me in shocked. But smiles.
"I love you too. But what about Bella?"
"I'll finger something out." I smiled.
"And Mingus? Them two are just like a team now." Beth smirks.
"Well that's what I like. But they can be trouble." I chuckle.
"Yes they can."

Mingus POV

I'm kinda worried about Bella. So I walk to her room.
"Bella? Bella? Where are you?" I call.
But no one says anything. No one moves. Nothing. It's like someone in here.
"Bella!? This isn't funny!" I called again.
But still nothing. I walk to her bathroom. I open the door.
"Bella?" I call one more time.
Nothing. I open the door, wide open. I see Bella laying on the floor. Looking like she dead. Her wrist is cut. I drop to the floor. Shacking Bella. Yelling her name. But it's not working. I run out of her room.
"Dad!!! Dad!!!" I yell.
I get to the kitchen. They all looked worried.
"Dad!! Bella, she...she won't wake up!"
They look at each other.
"Beth call 911!" Dad told her.
She nods then grabs the phone. I just stand there. Not knowing what to do. My dad runs to Bella's room.

Norman's POV

I run to my daughter room.
"Bella! Bella!!!" I yelled.
Then I run to her bathroom. I see her laying on the floor. Looking like she dead. I shack her.
"Bella! No!!! Please don't die on me!! Bella!!" I scream.
I see if she still breathing. She is but not really. I grab her. Then run out of her room to the kitchen.
"Beth! Mingus! Get in the car!" I yelled.
They nod. We ran to the car. I started driving. I was spending. I didn't care. I just needed to get her to the hospital.

"Help! Help!! Please!" I yelled.
"Sir! Sir! Calm down. Let us take her." A nurse said.
I nod. Then gave them to her. I started walking with them. But she stop me.
"Sir, wait out her. I'm gonna have to ask you a few questions." She says.
I nod, me, Mingus and Beth sit in front of her.
"Okay, I saw that she had cuts on her right wrist. Why was she trying to kill herself?" She ask.
"Because...I think she had a lot of stress on her." I said.
"What are all of you like to her?"
"I'm her dad, the girl on my left is Beth. And my son witch is her brother."
She nods.
"Okay that's all I need. I'll tell you when she awake."
We nod then she walks away. I start to cry. I was the one who made her choice that.

About a half hour later a doctor came. We stood up.
"Hi Mr. Reedus. Your daughter is fine. But keep her away from knifes and stuff like that." The doctor says.
"Is she awake?" Mingus ask.
"Yes but she won't talk. We tryed talking to her but she just nods and stuff like that."
"Can we see her?" I asked.
"Yes follow me."
We all nod then follow him. We got to Bella's room. We saw her. Someone talking to her. It's a cop.
"Why? Why were you trying to kill your self?" The cop ask.
She shrugs.
"Isabella we would like if you talked."
Bella shacks her head no.
"Fine...when your ready to talk then call us." He said then handed Bella a card.
They walked out then we walked in. She looks at us then shacks her head.
"Bella...I'm so so sorry." I said.
She nods.
Then Mingus hands her paper. I wonder why he handed her that.
"Now dad, say something to Bella. She'll write it." Mingus says.
I nod.
"I love you Isabella." I said.
She was gonna write something but she stop. She doesn't want to say it back. I look down.
"Why? Why did you do it?" Beth ask.
Bella writes, 'I just wanted to.'
"Why?" I ask.
'The stress. It's doesn't matter.'
"Bella it always matter." I say.
'I couldn't take it. I wanted to die.'
I start to cry. I look at Bella. She starts sobbing and writing.
'Im so sorry, dad, I just wanted to. I'm sorry.'
I grab her. I put her on my lap. We're both crying. She still not talking.
"Bella I'm sorry. Just please don't do it again." I sob.
She nods in my chest. I feel like the worst dad in the whole world.

Isabella's POV

I'm sobbing in my dad's chest. But we stop when we hear some chest there throat. We look up.
"It's time to eat, Isabella." A nurse says.
I nod then crawl on my bed. He got what I wanted. Pizza. Hmm I could eat that for years.
I write, 'thanks!!!'
The nurse smiles.
"Your welcome." Nurse says then walks out of the room.
I started eating. This isn't better then the pizza me, dad, Mingus and Beth went to. So...are they dating? I write that down.
'Are you dating beth?'
I show it to my dad. He nods. Then says.
"I love you and Mingus a lot but I do need someone I love not more then you kids but I love Beth." Dad explained.
I just nod. I look at Mingus he doesn't look happy. I'm not really happy about it either.
"Say anything Bella and Mingus." Dad says.
"Fine...date Beth. I'm going home earlier then we thought." Mingus says.
"What? Why? When?" Dad ask.
"Because mom thinks it's to long, plus your leaving for New Jersey in two days remember?" Mingus ask.
"Oh yeah. Yeah I see why mom wants you home. When is mom picking you up?"
"Tomorrow. But not in tell 7:30pm. I told her I wanted to stay with Bella for a little while."
"The doctors said she can go home by 3 tomorrow." Beth said.
"Oh good." Dad says.
Oh cool New Jersey. Wonder if me, dad and Beth are going. I jut know he'll bring Beth cause now their 'dating.' I don't know if I should live or die? Then my dad could have his own life back. Dates who ever he wants.

The Next Day, Isabella's POV

It's 4:39pm, I'm home laying on my bed. Just watching a movie. I haven't talked to Beth nor my dad. Me and Mingus are watching a movie and talking.
"I don't want you to leave! Your leaving me!" I wined.
"Sorry Bella, my mom won't tell me go. I bet you 20 bucks dad will just make you stay with Beth." Mingus said.
"No, that ain't happening. I'm not staying with Beth." I said.
"Who knows. That's what dad made me do. Make me stay with Beth all the damn time."
"Well I'm not you."
"True, true."
I signed then laid back down.

A Few Hours Later

Mingus is leaving. Witch is sad on my part. Now me, dad and Beth are all sitting watching and movie and eating dinner. I haven't talk to them.
"When are you going to New Jersey?" Beth ask.
"Tomorrow at noon. My plan leaves at 12:30pm. Gotta a photo shoot." Dad answer her.
"Is Bella staying with me?" Beth ask.
"No I'm not staying with you." I said.
"So she speak?!" Beth said.
"Bitch." I said under my breath.
"Isabella!" Beth said.
So she heard me? Shocker.
"What? What happen?" Dad ask.
"Bella called me a bitch." Beth said.
Dad sighs.
"I think Bella should come with me, to cool things off." Dad says.
"Alright, fine." Beth says.
Ha! I smirk.