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Louis

I finally pulled into our house after an hour of driving. I'm so exhausted because of the long drive we had

Twisting the doorknob, I pry open the door and walked in with my bags on hand. As I neared the living room, I saw my mum in the sofa with her face burrying on her hands as she silently cried there. I'm sensing something since the day of my graduation and maybe this is about dad because he didn't tried to come back home and contacted us and they always reasoned out that he's in New York- that he's still into work but I really think he isn't. There must be something that they're not saying to us.

"Hey mum" I called her. She looked up with her puffy red eyes; rather surprise that I'm already here even if its only been 3 days.

"Oh hey son, you're already here didn't thought you're coming home this early" she smiled weakly, wiping her tears away

"Yeah mum, Lerman's grandfather had passed away and he needs to come back early" I reasoned out

"Oh poor boy, condolences for his grandfather"

"Uhm mum just wanna ask, why are you crying before I got here?" I suddenly asked

"Oh, i-its nothing really, hunny. Don't worry about me and go rest" she stammered

"No mum, please don't deny it this time. Is it about dad?" I made a straight face. I hope she answers truthfully because I don't know what to do if she didn't.

Her eyes suddenly started to brimmed with tears "yeah, it's about your dad." She sobs as I put a hand on her back in a comforting way

"He cheated on me. He had an affair with someone. I don't know what to do anymore, Louis" my mum sniffs. Pain is written all over her face

"And when was this started mum?"

"The day of your graduation. I found it out so I came back here that day"
"Thought so. I already sense it since you're kind of depressed that time mum. I know that's there's going on between you and dad" I looked at her and she only nods her head while wiping her tears with a tissue.

This whole thing makes me feel dizzy and furious. I mean dad? He's never been here with us before and now he's having an affair with someone, leaving mum in pain. I know there's ups and downs between their relationship but never did I thought that they'll be like this

"Look, I'm so sorry Louis for not saying early. I'm just really worried what you might've thought about your father and how you're going to handle this whole thing. I'm truly sorry" my mum cried into me, her eyes are puffy red and she looks like she doesn't got sleep.

"Mum, don't be sorry. Its not your fault okay? Its fucked up that dad left us but its going to be okay. I'm here mum" I sighed and hugged her "do you want to go upstairs to rest?" I ask and she nods.

When we reached upstairs, I walked my mum into her bed, kissed her forehead and walk back to my room. I checked the clock and it says that's it's already 8:45pm in the evening. Seems like this day is a bit sad? I guess.. but there's only one thing- more like one person that's in my mind right now. Harry. Just by thinking of him makes me smile like an idiot but I still can't over the fact that dad cheated on mum. I felt a sudden hatred towards him but at the same time, I feel emotionless. Maybe because we doesn't really bond together, that's why.

Sighing, I just layed in my bed trying to ignore the sad reality that's been evolving around me and tried to get into my slumber.

A/N
Yolo, been a long time and I still sucked at writing :3 sorry just got a major writer's block x

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