Hope

Chapter 3

Mae's POV
I can't believe I'm still doing this to Harry. Harry said I wasn't a horrible sister but I am, I've been one sense mom died. I don't know maybe I should die like my mother I would be a lot more happier I could be with my mom again.

While I was thinking Harry was still cuddled up to me. I felt pretty tried so I thought I'll just go to bed, I walked up to my room with saying anything to Harry and went to the bathroom (she has a bathroom inside her room🛁)

I walked in the bathroom and locked it, then I look at myself in the mirror.
Ugly.
Worthless.
Slut.
Worthless  sister.
Horrible  daughter.
Then the tears came in.
I was sobbing
As much as I wanted to cut I couldn't I didn't want to hurt Harry anymore so I just forgot about it and went to bed.

*Nightmare*
I saw Harry packing his stuff, I thought he wasn't going back on tour for a while but I asked anyway "where are u going" I asked
"I'm leaving Mae, I can't keep doing this you keep hurting me" he replied

"Harry please I'm sorry I'll stop cutting, please stay."

"I need my brother your all I have" I said

"No Mae you won't stop. you'll never will and that means you'll never stop hurting me" he says a little hurt in his voice.
"Goodbye Mae" he says

"NO HARRY PLEASE STOP HARRYY" I yelled

Then I heard my name being called several times, I think I waking up.

Harry's POV

I was asleep but then I heard
"NO HARRY STOP PLEASE!!!"
I ran to Mae's room.
I saw her having a nightmare so I shake her really hard and called her name a couple times then she woke up.

Mae's POV
When I woke up, Harry was next to me.
"Mae what happen" he asked
"Y-you left me B-because I w-was hurting y-you from my c-cutting" I said
Mae,baby you're not hurting me, I'm just upset that you're hurting yourself and u don't want my baby sister in pain" he said

I couldn't say anything, all I could do is sob
"Come here" Harry said
I join him in a hug and I just had tears down my face
"I love you Mae I'm sorry that you're hurting" Harry says
"I love you too Harry and it's okay"
"It's never okay to be in pain Mae I wanna help you" he says
"Can you promise me something Mae"

"Yeah what is it"
"Never cut again, if you feel like you need to, come to me please" he said
"Ok I will I promise"
After that u fell asleep.

Harry's POV
Mae fell asleep while I repeatedly kissed her head
Then before I fell asleep I pulled her into my chest and  said
"I love you, you're such and amazing sister"
Then I fell asleep.

*Morning*
I woke up with an empty bed,I jump out of the bed.
I tired to find Mae. Then I saw the light in the bathroom.

"Mae you okay" I said
No answer
I'm getting really impatient
"MAE OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR NOW!!!!" I yelled
Then suddenly I heard the door
'Click'
I open the door as saw Mae sitting on the floor.
It seems like she's been crying.
"Mae what's wrong" I asked while I sat down with her
"They hurt" she said
"The scars?" I question
"Yeah" she said
"Harry the hurt so fucking bad" she said also crying
"Shhhh it's okay"
"Why didn't u come to me Mae" I asked
"You where asleep and I didn't want to bother you so I just came in here" she explained
"I don't care if I was asleep I want you to come get me of theirs something wrong okay?" I said
"Okay I will"
"Now come here" I said
She came to me and I hugged her tight not wanting to let her go.
"I love you Mae"
" I love you too Harry"
Then I let all sink in.

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