I rubbed my eyes. I didn't want to sound rude but I had to tell him.
"Calum... I'm sorry I don't feel up to it right now but maybe tomorrow" I have a faint smile hoping I hadn't ruined my chances to make a friend here.
"it's okay. You've only just got here're so I understand! I'll leave you to it"
He left and I stood up to investigate the actual building. It's not what you'd expect it to be like. In fact it's not even a hospital.
I wandered aimlessly round the corridors and I'm pretty sure I was going in circles. The same thoughts were going through my head... How would I ever see Mikey again.
Hours passed. And it was now 5pm. I was still walking and exploring. I had nothing else to do here anyway. I walked towards the entrance of the building to where there were plenty of Seats. I sat with my head in my hands. id really messed things up and i hated myself even more for it.
"Megan?" i raised my head to see who it was. To my surprise it was Mandy. i smiled and she sat on a seat next to me.
"have you contacted anyone? any friends?" i had to bite my lip to stop myself from bursting out into tears.
"i ... i dont know his number... i deleted." i bent my head down ashamed of my idiotic mistake.
She placed her hand on my shoulder but didn't go on to say anything else. E sat in that position for about 5 minutes before she told me to head back to my room and get some rest.
So I did. But I took the long way instead. after strolling. Through the corridors I heard a faint strumming of a guitar.
I stood closer to the door which the music was coming from. Pushing the door open slightly so I could hear better.
Calum was sat in there with another boy who was blonde and had an incredible quiff.
Unfortunately for me the door creaked as I pushed it and all attention was on me.
"Oh hi..."
"Megan" I looked down because both of them were staring at me.
"Want to come in were only jamming and it's always better with an audience."
I was about to say no and that I was going to bed but I couldn't make calum feel like I was purposely pushing him away so. I accepted his offer and entered his bedroom.
I stayed with calum and his friend luke for the next hour listening to them cover songs by ed sheeran and all time low. Bands that I took an interest in myself.
I felt slightly happier about being here. I think I might actually have friends. But nothing was like the connection I had with michael.
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FanfictionMegan is a lonely teenager who suffers with depression and anxiety. she is close giving up but when the new Australian student starts talking to her, will he be able to giver her the happiness and love she deserves?