Hold You Down [Book 5]

Chapter 16

August Alsina POV

"Come here Caiah," she calls him towards her. "Come to mama Caiah." Bianca said and he crawls towards her.

"That's my son." I said proudly. "That's my seed!" I said and Bianca slaps me in my shoulders. That's my boy.

Me and Bianca set up a play date so I could spend more time with my son. Caiah. Since Nicki gone on her tour, ion have much to do here. I mean yeah I have to grind in the studio. But, something's missin'.

My son is growing up so fast man. He's already crawlin'. I still can't believe that I'm a father tho. Like that shit is still unbelievable to me. But, Ima do err'thang I can to be there fo' him.

Bianca picks Caiah up and bounce him on her lap. I just look over at 'em and smile hard as fuck. She kisses him on his forehead. He starts tryna wiggle his way back down to the floor. She puts him down and he crawls over to me.

"He looks just like his mama." I said to Bianca and she smiles.

"More like his father." Bianca said to me and I cracked a smile.

"You can hold him if you want." She adds and I pay him on his head. I pick him up and start talkin' to him. I kno' he ain't gonna remember shit or let alone understand the shit I'm sayin' but still.

"You listen here lil' man. You gotta take care of ya mama fo' me. You the man of the house. You gotta grind and hustle if you wanna make it. Don't be gon' out there and breakin' hearts and shit either. You gotta be strong and be a man so you find the right one. Don't fuck wit' them crazy bitches. Ima always be there fo' you whenever you need me lil' man. You hear me? I love you, Caiah." I said before putting him back down on the floor.

"I think it's time for bed, Caiah." Bianca said, picking him up and carryin' him into the back. I sit inna couch and wait a minute before I walk back there.

I see Bianca holdin' the baby wit' her hand on his head and the other on his back. "I love you so much." She whispers to the baby and I push the door open so she could see me. She lays the baby down in the bed and gives him his bottle.

"A lil' early to put him to bed right?!" I said and she shrugs.

"It's 9:30." Bianca said.

"So..." We both laugh.

"Well thanks for stopping by again August!" Bianca said.

"Anytime." I said and we hug each other.
"When can he ever spend some nights over at my place?" I ask her and she frowns.

"August," she drags on my name and sighs. "I don't think it'll be a good idea."

We pull apart from each other and I just look at her. Why can't he stay at my place? "It's nothing against you, but as a mother, I don't need him brig all caught up in your situation."

"What situation?" I ask her and she talks louder over me.

"I don't need them paparazzi's taking pictures of my baby..." I cut her off and we start gettin' loud and talkin' over each other.

"He's mine too..."

"Don't make a difference! I said no!"

"So the only time i can see my son is on your time..."

"I ain't never said that..."

"Then what's your reason..."

"You and Nicki..."

"Me and Nicki?!?! Ion have no issues when you have muscle man 'round my son..."

"That's my man..."

"That's my girl..."

"I don't need him all wrapped up in this drama. It's enough that I don't wanna be in it..."

"You ain't in it..."

"I ain't in what August?! I'm the baby mama... I don't have a choice!" Bianca shouts and she closes the bedroom door.

"I think you should leave," she says softly.

"Look, I'm sorry." I said and she looks away.

"August, I don't want to revert back to my old self. It's been so long and it's clear that we haven't resolved the matter." Bianca said.

"I thought you two were..." She cuts me off.

"We did that for you that day August. Not for the sake of Caiah. She'll never let go of the past and I can't lie I can't let go either." Bianca said.

"Then can we talk 'bout it? Me and you? And when Nicki gets back from her tour, we can all sit down and talk this thru. Ion need you feelin' some type of way and that keeps me from seein' my son." I said and she agrees.

"Okay August." Bianca said.

I pull out my phone to text Nicki. I hope u havin a bomb ass show baby. Can't wait 4 u 2 come bck home. We got something's 2 handle. Luv u. I send her.

We walk back into the room to check on the baby and he's asleep. I get beside her and we just look at Caiah. I turn facin' her when she does the same. She hugs me and I see tears comin' down her face. I wipe the tears from her eyes; we kiss.

Uh oh... The merry go round again! Did August really isn't kiss Bianca?

Will Nicki find out?

What are your thoughts on this update!!!!!!!!